23/05/2026
The last few weeks have been a pretty huge reset for me.
What started as pain, nausea and exhaustion ended with emergency gallbladder surgery after a stone became lodged in the duct. Physically, I’m recovering well… but honestly the deeper healing feels much bigger than the operation itself.
In many energetic traditions, the gallbladder and solar plexus are connected with resentment, anger, over-functioning, control, identity and how we relate to personal power and the masculine.
Whether you view that symbolically, spiritually or psychologically… it definitely made me pause.
Because this season of my life has been full of:
- releasing old relationship dynamics
- learning healthier boundaries
- stepping out of survival mode
- recognising how much hypervigilance my body has been carrying
- and realising I’ve spent so long being “needed” that I’m now rediscovering who I am underneath the roles of mum, carer, helper and emotional support human 😅
Recovery has been humbling.
Not just physically… but mentally and emotionally too.
I’ve had to slow down.
Receive help.
Rest without “earning” it.
Allow people to care for me.
And sit in the strange quiet that comes when the constant stress and chaos starts fading.
There’s a version of me shedding right now.
And while I don’t fully know the new version yet… I already know I don’t want to go back to the old one.
So for now, I’m pacing myself.
Listening to my body.
Learning what actually nourishes me.
And allowing this next chapter to unfold a little more gently.
Healing isn’t always dramatic.
Sometimes it’s just finally stopping long enough to hear yourself clearly.
☀️