07/01/2026
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A motor nightmare. Someone says, "Bri, get the blue cap on the table behind you." I know what a cap is and I know blue. I know left and right, in front and behind. I know it all. Yet I cannot navigate my body to execute your directions.
Pointing isn't particularly helpful because I have trouble operating my ocular muscles like everything else. I remember people claiming I didn't have the joint attention to follow a point. Who comes up with this stuff? Visuals won't help. I know what it looks like. I just can't get myself to follow your plan. And I can't make my hand grab the right thing when my eyes do find it.
You might ask how I can swipe that candy from the same table the moment you leave the room, and all I can say is my impulses drive my body a whole lot more effectively than the rest of my brain.
[Image: Shoulders up of Bri, with short brown curly hair, looking off to the right side of frame and smiling, wearing a maroon shirt, olive green jacket, blue and gray necklace. Sitting in the grass in a large field with trees in the background.]