15/02/2026
Iām reminding myself to take the lessons of the wood snake into the eclipse portal into the fire horse, starting with this new moon solar eclipse in Aquarius (sidereal astrology) and closing with the full moon lunar eclipse in March. To be gentle on ourselves as we transition from one very different energy to the next.
Today I drank my cacao, did my ritual, honoured myself in the lessons from the wood snake and what she has taught me. Burnt some things to release the old energy, put the ashes out with last years moon charged water into the garden, ready to start fresh.
Thankfully Iām feeling less vulnerable than I have the last few months. Iām allowing myself to surrender to sitting in space, peace, non action until I can feel and see clearly again. Iād lost trust in myself the last year, burnt aspects of my life to the ground, instead of pausing. I learnt itās ok to take a step back, discover the new way forward, to trust myself fully even when Iām bound in confusion. I am not lost, not going backwards but shedding, shifting, morphing into the newest version of myself. That takes unconditional hope, compassion, patience and stillness.
My beautiful souled gorgeous compassionate wife, my true soul love has lovingly supported me in all aspects during this deeply valuable journey. Iām truely blessed to call my wife. She loves me even when Iām overwhelmed in meltdown, burnt out, lost or exhausted mode. She shows no judgment or blame, only love and support.
Iām so blessed to be where I am at, celebrating my soul journey, even though Iām no where near what Iād imagined life would be. Old me would have been disappointed in myself, aligned authentic me finds gratitude, hope and happiness regardless of what the outer aspects of my life look like right now.
A gentle reminder itās ok not to be where you thought youād be, itās not failing itās humbling, recalibrating and healing. Donāt compare yourself to others journeys as you alone are on yours and itāll look different to everyone elseās. Youāre right where you need to be as we shift.
I love you as you, if you need support reach out and Iāll send you healing light šš©µš¤