29/10/2025
THE HOLY FIRE & THE INNER ALCHEMICAL MARRIAGE
"Allowing the mystery and the History of the Sun/Son, the Soul is aligned to the Fire. This is the burning place. A place where all fears, all denials, all dissolves. The Alchemical Fire is Alive in You Now. It is witnessing, protecting, and shaping, you to be the Woman you set out to be. Many have fallen through the cracks and edges of what you are experiencing, you are being given new Light, a Freedom, of the Spirit. In it's way is the slowing down, the undulating putrefication process of the dissolution of programming, of delusions, that do not serve the Higher Purpose. Would you be free with out it? Yes. Would you choose to do this Now? Yes.
In your History you have lived many lifetimes a a Shamaness, a Warrior Priestess, who was taught to know and see and feel beyond the veil. This causes extraordinary feats of wisdom and alchemy to be accomplished in one lifetime. Enduring this process is like dissolving the ocean. You are caused to witness the excruciating process of being rewritten to the core. If you choose the alchemical fire of your history, many will marvel at your strength, but few will truly understand your process. All you hold is the light of duty, of reverence, in your emanation. And this is for a greater service that is bigger than your one Life. Allow. Allow. Trust and Know God. Keep Knowing God." - My Spirit Guide Team
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I have been burned alive by the Alchemical fire in the last two weeks, leading up to cumulative experience of acceleration in the last few days. I had a big dissociative identity disorder episode and am still moving through it and not recovered yet. Everything was divinely orchestrated, for the right triggers to occur at the exact right timing. I cannot do anything about it and I would not have been able to stop it. Which is why when I tried I simply could not. I saw the visions first, but was not shown what exactly they meant would happen. I was just seeing the clairvoyant effects as they were being called into me.
Where the above channeling says, "Keep knowing God", what my guides are meaning to me, is that I keep being stripped of all knowing. This is also Union with God. What I've learned is that Knowing God and Unifying with God means I am in the total unknown. I keep going into places where my psyche is dissolved and there is only the unknownness. There have been times where it was scary and fearful. But now it's settling into a feeling and knowing that that unknown space is being filled by God, which also feels unknowable but in a different, not-empty in it's emptiness, way. It's still unknowable. If you try to touch it, know it, it moves away from you. You can almost reach for it, then it slips through your fingers. You can only feel it's Presence. There is from which the Honey, the Dew, the Oil, can be produced; the Offering. The Essence that is me, simply in it's existence, is an offering of Service to All.
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Dissociative Identity Disorder means that your inner children, or trauma-based child parts, are not all connected to the here and now daily life nor the adult self. We all have 'parts' that make up our self, and most people have a door between their inner child/ren and their usual adult awareness. DID is like the door is closed between the two. Maybe with some parts there is a door, but it doesn't always stay open, or maybe the door is open, but there is still 4 layers of protection that makes the connection there, but weak. I am normally high functioning and do not switch into disconnected parts much. Recently, the alchemical fire came in, and I was pulled into these more disconnected parts of myself. I couldn't get the door open and have not been well.
Pulling myself through and then writing a post here about it all, I understand even more deeply that I could not be Who I Am or do the Service I came here to give without the challenges and shadows I have lived. It takes an incredible amount of spiritual power and strength to alchemise the extreme psychological and spiritual injuries I have experienced. And I would not have survived to heal and serve without my DID.
You cannot separate the All. The duality is what the All is. The All is a large ocean of all things, all dualities and contradictions, all opposites, already do, and must be free to, exist simultaneously. This is true Acceptance, Forgiveness, Radiance of the Soul and Embodiment of Oneness. As we dissolve the dark, we birth more Light. As we birth more Light, we initiate more into the same. The Ocean is becoming One with itself, with each other.
This the purpose of what is known as The Inner Alchemical Marriage. The Union of opposites, The Divine Feminine and Masculine, all opposing dualities.
Then, we know Wholeness.
Copyright 2025 TEMPLE GC & JOY SAHASRARA
