01/04/2026
At the core of our existence, we are fractals of a greater consciousness. On the soul level, we embody a fragment of our Higher Self. Just as the principle of Yin and Yang represents polarity in many existences, it also applies to higher levels of consciousness.
Throughout my spiritual evolution, I’ve come to understand that the higher consciousness we recognize as our Higher Self can express itself as either the Divine Feminine (Yin) or Divine Masculine (Yang) aspect of Christ Consciousness — a state of unconditional love, compassion, and unity that represents the consciousness embodied by Jesus Christ. As individual fractals of our Higher Self, our spiritual path centers on the realization and embodiment of this greater Divine aspect. Through the process of embodying our Higher Self, we discover whether it manifests as Alpha (Divine Masculine) or Omega (Divine Feminine), deepening our connection to the Divine balance of the Cosmos.
Our Higher Self vibrates at various frequencies and colors, manifesting different attributes of the aura — the energy field that reflects a being’s light and energetic state — often known as the Rays. Different spiritual systems offer various explanations about these Rays. For example, my Higher Self, Vottus, embodies the Alpha aspect (Divine Masculine) of the Ray of Goddess and Devotion. His aura radiates with prominent shades of reddish-purple, reflecting the essence of the Ray.
To experience life in different dimensions and densities, our Higher Self sends forth its fractals — often referred to as souls, which are essentially us — to explore various realities. Through these experiences, our Higher Self observes and learns, enriching its understanding through our diverse journeys. These explorations across dimensions are not just random; they are essential stages of growth and learning for our souls.
Take my journey as an example: my Higher Self revealed that my first physical experience wasn’t on Earth; it took place on Sirius — also known as the “Dog Star” — which is one of the brightest stars in the night sky and is part of the constellation Canis Major. During a time of conflict between Sirius and Orion — the constellation easily identifiable by its three bright stars that form Orion’s Belt — I was injured and escaped to a Nibiru spacecraft.
After a brief stay there, I was sent to the Pleiades — often referred to as the Seven Sisters — an open star cluster located in the constellation Ta**us, where I underwent extensive training and developed a deep interest in spirituality. While in the Pleiades, I closely observed Earth and participated in several projects aimed at its development. This transformative period prepared me for the next phase of my soul’s journey — life on Earth as a Starseed, which we will explore further in Chapter 6–2: Earther Souls and Starseed Lineages on Earth.
✨ Excerpt from the book Transform Your Cosmic Self: A Comprehensive Guide from Awakening to Ascension written by Joy Vottus — now available HERE, in both text and audiobook formats.
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