Thank you for taking the time to read a little about me.
This is my “culled” and “understated” version.
I share my story to inspire you. To give you hope, that when you heal yourself, you heal your inner world and your entire life (past, present, and future).
I wish you abundance, wellness, and love. †
I was born into a conservative family with strict rules and strong beliefs (especially for females). As early as age 4, I remember suffering with shallow breathing, a tight tummy and fear trapped in my throat and body. On reflection, my physical ailments related to my environment (traumatic childhood) and inherited trauma (trauma we are born with that is stored in our cells, otherwise known as cellular memories).
Born with higher sensory perception, psychic abilities, and endogenous anxiety, I was riddled with unexplained fears. I was bullied in primary and high school by boys and girls. My first “love” relationship was emotionally, mentally, and physically abusive and I dealt with various degrees of rejection and abandonment in every aspect of my life.
I did not feel like I fit in or that anyone understood me. I was a A+ student, perfectionist, people pleasing, over-achiever. I was a fully functioning anxiously/depressed business manager and wife. This could only last so long. By age 25, I weighed in at 45kgs at 5’2.
By age 26, I was a light 40kgs and my anxiety was at its peak. My mind and body completely shut down. My life was put on hold for 6 months until I recovered.
My next 8-year battle was infertility. I tried every holistic approach but eventually IVF brought to life my biggest blessing and love, my daughter, Iliana. During this time, long term friendships faded, a new business venture began, and motherhood added a beautiful element to my already stressful internal world.
The next ten years, while trying for baby number two, brought on more anxiety and grief. After two miscarriages and a molar pregnancy (just three years ago) my husband and I are happy with our healthy family of three.
During this time, I ran my successful business yet still struggled in my relationships with family and friends. In 2015, I had my first reiki healing. This was a game-changer. I started to heal myself and find balance in my life.
I began to reflect on why I was triggered by people in my life. I found a common fear that came up in almost all my fragile relationships, Rejection and Abandonment.
My cellular memories, traumatic childhood, unstable friendships, and disloyalty displayed by people (time and again), all had a common thread – Fear. I was scared to be hurt, to be myself, be judged and then discarded.
I was also consistently rejecting myself. I suppressed my spiritual nature (psychic abilities) of fear of being judged. I often did things I did not want to do to make others happy (and fit in). When confronted by others, or taken advantage of, instead of speaking my truth (and creating healthy boundaries) I would rebuttal with sarcastic underhanded comments or say nothing at all. So scared others would reject me, I became the ultimate people pleaser and would say “yes” when my soul wanted to say “no”. I energy sacrificed and had nothing left to give to my daughter, husband, or myself.
To accept and learn more about myself, I studied everything to help me understand metaphysics and why I could see, feel, hear, and experience things beyond the physical world.
Studying and practising spirituality allowed me to re-connect with who I truly was and find peace. I began to love and accept, that my life had a plan. This plan had structured events that taught me valuable lessons on how to live a whole-hearted life, heal trauma and help others do the same.
My biggest turning point was in 2016. I became a Reiki Master, Self-healed and sold my 15-year-old business.
At this moment in my life, I embraced all my fears. The moment I decided to BE ME – the essence – the real – SOUL inspired ME! ❆
I embraced my psychic abilities and literally came out and said “HEY, I’m here! AND I have these BELIEFS … AND I can see, communicate, and feel spirit…. AND I’m creating new healthy boundaries that are in alignment with who I TRULY am ♡
Two things happened; 1. I became liberated 2. People rejected, accepted or resisted me
What followed; relationships faded away, new relationships formed and some relationships that I am tied to, Resisted.
♡I am happy to say that my VERY important relationships – My beautiful Husband, mum, dad, brothers, and long-standing friends of 20+years, completely embraced me and my beliefs. Solidifying, I am worthy and loveable, just as I am.
My adult self was shown the meaning of unconditional love! ♡
WOW…. What was I so afraid of?
So now its 2017, I am standing in my POWER, I re-gained control of my life and started living in alignment with my core beliefs and values.
Love and Gratitude are now at the centre of my everyday life.
Forward three years, I am grateful for my personal battles, obstacles, and challenging life experiences. These life lessons have gifted me exponential soul growth, enabling me to be the healer I am today. I found the tools, strength, empathy, and compassion to guide others.
I found my teachers voice and the enthusiastic student that has always been living inside me.
As A Healer/Teacher/Coach
I am committed to assist you in healing core wounds, anxiety and deep-rooted traumatic issues.
I’ll show you ways to heal yourself, offering life tools and support. My mission is to provide spiritual healing, evolution & expansion of consciousness. Through various methods of healing, coaching, mentoring, meditation, and guidance, we will find a healing method that resonates with you.
As a teacher, I provide in depth knowledge, understanding, and practical applications, experiences and on-going mentoring and support.
Wishing you health and wellness for your mind, body and spirit.
My Credentials
Master in Metaphysical Sciences
Reiki Master/Teacher
Seichim Master/Teacher
Isis Seichim Master/Teacher
Karuna Master/Teacher
Certified Bio-Field Transmitter
Neuro Linguistics Programming
Retreat Facilitator
Meditation Facilitator
https://heartmind.setmore.com www.thehma.com.au
From my soul to yours,
Namaste.
