19/01/2026
My aura felt cloudy, so I went walk to the bush.
The land is so beautiful here, and as I gazed out into the wild, a feeling of the deepest, most pure and unconditional love washed over me.
That’s what nature fees like to me. Love.
Before I became a mother, I would often venture out into nature, my journey supported by beloved plant allies 🌱 🍄 who would gift me with deep insights into my own life and clarity and guidance around my path.
I’ve always been a lover of the earth, the plants, the trees, the birds…
I look for and see symbolism in the smallest of ways, a believer in magic I will always be (God Willing!). I invite signs into my life, in the form of numbers, animals, people ✨and you best believe, if everything’s falling apart and I’m seeing 333 or 1111 i know I’m on the right path and i honour that.
I have to say, this dark moon in Capricorn has gifted me huge reflections into my shadow, the parts of myself I cannot see without external support.
One of the biggest realisations was that no matter where you are and what you’re moving through, it will change. It literally doesn’t matter how old you are, or how much money you have in your bank account. You can literally begin again, moulding your life force like a lump of clay, time and time again until it feels deep, more true, more you.
The seeds that were planted were the usual… more love, more connection, deeper clarity, yet added to the mix came the desire to slow down, to truly stop and smell the roses and to really see the beauty of the life in and around me, no matter what is happening.
I watched a video recently where David Bowie (one of the greats, and a south London boy just like my dad) was asked who he worshipped and he said “life”.
I loved that.
Coming back to the pictures above, upon entering the Dandenongs, (a place I love deeply and where 7 years ago I had visions of visiting with my son) my partner found a Lyrebird feather - to me, the lyrebird has been one of my greatest allies and guardians since coming to Australia, and I often say that when the baby squeaks, as babies do he sounds just like a Lyrebird.
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