25/05/2026
You’re just one word away from a turning point that changes everything:
CANCER.
Today marks 11 years since Ewing Sarcoma diagnosis and 10byears since melanoma.
I still remember the date like my birthday,
in a way it was a kind of rebirth.
Things were grim.
I ended up in ICU twice with sepsis.
But here I am.
Still here.
Still choosing life.
When people ask what cancer taught me,
I have one word:
FREEDOM.
Freedom to be myself
because there’s nothing left to lose.
Freedom in the wisdom
even when you have nothing,
you still have everything.
Freedom through the truth
what you seek is already within you.
Cancer strips away everything
your roles, your titles, your illusions.
What remains is the raw, vulnerable truth of who you are.
And in that nothingness, there is peace.
No more expectations
just appreciation.
No more chaos
just calm.
No more people-pleasing
just self-love.
No more hatred
only love.
Cancer showed me how to live
fully, deeply, now.
The dying often know how to live better than the living.
To everyone who’s held me through the darkest moments: Thank you.
Your love gave me strength words can't express.
Love and hugs always,
Nat
P.S. I have a mission to make the world a happier place.
If you'd like me to speak or run a happiness workshop in your workplace, think of me.
P.P.S. If something doesn’t feel right in your body, please get it checked.
Early detection saves lives.
This photo was taken the night I was diagnosed—May 25, 2015.
Minutes before I filmed my first daily video…
Just in case my time was up, I wanted to leave something behind.
