09/10/2025
Thank you to my beautiful friends who have been so kind to me this week. You know who you are 🙏..
The combination of Bret's birthday, our wedding anniversary, and the super moon has been super rough on my heart. Bringing up lots of grief and grief-related emotions.
Unable to get through an entire work week again. I took another day off to find my balance.
Turns out the super moon also decided to play havoc with my beach day. When the lifeguard asks: "Are you sure you want to go in?" When there is no-one else in the ocean. When it is soooooo windy your gelato blows all over your face as it melts. When the lifeguards tent nearly blew away.
I almost chickened out and drove home without going in the ocean. But then I was like "Hell no, universe! Is that all you got. I have survived much worse than this".
Am so glad I did. I feel like 100 times lighter now. Could literally feel so much pain and sadness wash away from my weary body as I challenged the volatile ocean and smashed my way through the waves.
Releasing and letting go of what is no longer serving me.
