28/10/2025
Four years single after a hard breakup, I’ve spent this time deeply devoted to myself — healing, unlearning, and remembering what I truly need… and what I know I deserve.
I’ve met a few incredible men along the way, shared short but meaningful romances, yet none of them ticked all the boxes. I often felt too much — too intense, too powerful, too transparent in what I wanted in life — and it pushed people away. For a while, I tried to dim that light, hide parts of me, tone myself down to feel loved… but that didn’t work either.
In this last year, I finally embraced it all — my light, my depth, my imperfections — and fell deeply in love with me.
Then I followed my soul’s calling to Peru and dedicated nine months to working with master plants. I called in everything I’d ever dreamed of — love, purpose, home, friendship, and spiritual expansion.
After losing hope for a while, I decided to imagine a life fully whole on my own — travelling the world, dancing at festivals, deepening my work with psychedelic medicine, creating my dream coastal home, and surrounding myself with like-hearted friends.
I let go of expectation… and just started living it.
Then, six weeks ago, under the stars on the dance floor at Mushroom Valley, the universe dropped my soul mate right beside me.
A few words were exchanged — and later that day, when our paths crossed again, we were both smitten.
A cascade of wild synchronicities followed, each one confirming what my heart already knew: we’ve danced together through lifetimes before.
Our souls have been intertwined many times — and even our Scottish ancestry reflects that. The Carmichael clan from the Inner Hebrides (my lineage) and the Wallace line (his) share the same ancient lands and warrior hearts. It’s as if our ancestors conspired to bring us back together in this lifetime. 🕊️
I still can’t quite comprehend the magic unfolding in my life right now.
It’s pure, incandescent, cosmic love. ✨
Mitch Dean Wallace — you are everything and more than I ever dreamed of.
You bring me so much joy, laughter, and ease. I can be fully myself with you — giggle snorts, witchy quirks, spiritual depths and all. You listen, feel, communicate, and love with such openness and awareness.
The past six weeks have been a whirlwind —
✨ New land
✨ Designing our new dream home
✨ Meeting families and friends
✨ Embracing my three pups — Aleric, Aggy, and Angus
✨ Holding space for each other
✨ Sharing visions of the future
✨ Creating music, ceremony, and magic together
And in perfect divine timing, my mum arrived from the UK — she met you and you two got on like a house on fire. Watching you connect so effortlessly with her filled my heart to the brim. ❤️
A bug thank you to Simba- my twin same same but different, for being cupid 💘
Mitch , No words can truly express my gratitude and awe for you. You are one of a kind, and I am endlessly thankful the universe aligned our souls once again.
To those I haven’t seen much lately — I’ve been deep in the most beautiful love bubble.
So here he is — my soul mate,
the most beautiful man I have ever met.
Ps . Wait till you see him rising up his incredible talents as a singer and muso, youve got the biggest cheerleader behind you now darling!!
I love you, Mitch. 💗
— Mya Astara
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