15/03/2021
🌟Dear Diary, Part 3🌟
In the midst of it all, a good friend of mine is due any day and she asks me to be a support person for the hospital birth.
Ok, it can be a very long story here, as me and hospitals pretty much had a non-existent relationship.
I had to stay there by myself as a kid a few times, and my inner child perceived it as quite a traumatic experience.
So, to cut the story short, for my own 3 births I was willing to dig and rewire my entire conscious, subconscious, unconscious, superconscious, younameit-conscious mind, just to avoid having a baby there.
And it worked - I had 3 home-births, with the last being an unplanned freebirth (I caught her myself) without pain.
For the whole story, listen to the episode of a "Hey Mumma" podcast I had an honour of being a part of.
Link in bio⬆️.
But my avoidance of hospitals still stayed.
So an idea of attending of hospital birth brought up a lot of emotional unprocessed layers.
Thanks Universe I had PSYCH-K® and all of my other tools and techniques, to shift very quickly from a complete resentment and fear of being overwhelmed at the first sight of hospital procedures and regulations, to peacefully embracing the whole experience.
And the most amazing part-it ended up being an incredibly healing experience.
Short for words to describe what it feels like to see another person's baby being born...
Anyone who had seen it will understand.
It was the most sacred, inspiring and incredible thing I have ever witnessed apart from my own children born.
Still amazed at the depth of that experience❤