21/07/2023
Although I work as an art therapist and shamanic healer, I have always been an artist in my personal life. Years ago after studying my Bachelor in Visual Arts I had hopes and dreams of focusing on becoming as exhibiting artist. But life took many twists and turns and I found myself working and studying in design, then going on to retrain to become an art therapist. All the while I continued to create for myself personally, did a few exhibitions, but really neglected to continue cultivating the artist within.
I have recently made some personal commitments to make space for the artist again. And almost like clockwork, opportunities began to present themselves.
I’ve learnt over time that it’s mostly myself who gets in the way of my dreams. So the work of undoing that pattern is vitally important if I am to be cultivating a life of wholeness, a life where the artist in me gets to play as well.
I usually work in ink, watercolour, painting, mixed media, mosaics but recently I began working in clay again.
Prior to joining the studio I am currently working in I had an audio-clairvoyant moment where I hear the words “I’m going to love myself into being” and there truly is an aspect of love for me in this process.
Loving myself by making space for my own expression, loving myself by allowing time to invest in my own interests, loving myself by exploring what wants to be created from within the clay and not creating art for a commercial outcome but purely because I’m loving it.
What I am finding curious is that the only things that are feeling really good to make at the moment are these masks, pictured here are two, still in their infant stages.
Masks have been something I’ve worked a lot with, for their primal ability to assist us to embody spirit, archetypal energy and positively possess ourselves.
These two have been created with a potent mythology in mind, stories emerging as I work, about these creatures, this deity. I am servant to the clay, I listen and I obey. Through my hands it shows me what to make, how to mould it.
There is healing in this space for me, and this is how art becomes therapy for me also 💜