17/05/2026
A time when I started to see myself π€
Over time I started to take pics of myself, there was no real reason behind it, just that I did.
Through the grief and becoming disconnected to myself, I started to see my sadness through these pics.
I seen the sadness and the expressions, I seen a very sad, grieving person with life challenges of living with grief, heartache, rejection, abandonment from people who I love and cared about. I became an invisible person for many of years.
People who know me, know my story well from the justice system and relationships I had were challenging, people always dominated me and made me feel small, unworthy and invisible.
To the many family, friends and colleagues and workers who supported me through these hard times. Thank you all ππ½ for validating my experiences and events Iβve endured.
It really meant a lot to know that people still care, you all make difference. You all know who you are, thank you for always picking up the phone π²
My reason, my purpose for sharing my journey is to uplift others to show that by each day putting ourselves first, we do find ways on learning to put ourselves first.
Pic taken 19th August 2025 when I started to put me first, you can still see the sadness.
Everyday is a reflection on how far we come when working through tough times. Iβm now at a happy place the best I can be.
Happy Monday all ππ½π€