21/05/2026
Lately I have been exploring a question with God:
“What truly lights me up?”
Not just mentally… but within my body and being.
Today I had the surprising awareness that my breath itself did not light me up.
This honestly surprised me because breathing has been such a significant part of my healing journey. For the last 5 years I have deeply connected with my breath and the life force energy it brings. Breath has supported me through processing, grounding, regulation, emotion, connection and healing.
Yet beneath all of that, there still seemed to be subconscious thoughts, feelings and belief systems connected to breathing feeling more like a function, responsibility or chore rather than something joyful and life giving. Breath felt more like a way of surviving rather than thriving.
Instead of trying to change it, I simply stayed present with it. Breathed with it. Allowed myself to feel the space between. I noticed the sensations and tension my body was holding connected to these thoughts and feelings, almost as if my body was bracing and holding onto something.
As I was able to fully BE with this space, I felt a subtle shift.
Then an automatic deep relieving sigh moved through me and afterwards there was more lightness, playfulness and positive energy in my system.
When I checked in again, I was able to feel a soul smile light my face up and got a definite feeling that breathing does light me up.
Since then I’ve noticed:
✨ My breathing feels more effortless
✨ My mouth is naturally staying closed more
✨ I am walking faster with more energy
✨ My energy and capacity are increasing
✨ The wheezing and asthma symptoms I had been experiencing lately have settled and I’m not needing my puffer currently.
What feels most meaningful is not just symptom changes, but the relationship shift.
My body no longer feels like something I am managing. It feels like something I am reconnecting with.
I’m learning that healing is sometimes less about “fixing” ourselves and more about safely being with ourselves fully.
If you were to truly ask yourself, does your breath light you up? Notice what comes up and I encourage you to fully be with this space.
Love Chantelle
Rise Above Barriers ✨