29/12/2025
Hey Sam this was the first Christmas without you.
It’s been 7 months since you left & the feelings of hurt, emptiness with the hole you’ve left have yet to change but constantly evolving.
We know this will be the many of the firsts we’ll have without you in them but it’s still so fresh & reminds us that you’re not here.
We know you’re always with us & that it takes time & now the undertanding is clear of how everyone grieves differently is clear.
For some it’s just time, others it comes in waves, some is all the time, some is locking up their grief, some is focusing on always moving forward no matter the pain they’re feeling, some is having triggers that remind us of you (always at the most inappropriate of times….which is you all over), for some it’s being in a crowded place & still feeling that deep sense of sadness & loss but putting on a smile.
You leaving has been different for every single one of us but know we think about you all time in all our moments because you’re a hard person to let go of❤️🙏🏼
Merry Christmas Sam🎄❤️🙏🏼🥰
P.S….to anyone reading know your grief is your own & you’re doing the best you can even though it hurts. Grief has no time limits & for some doesn’t get easier or less confusing so be gentle on yourselves & others because they may not show you they’re grieving as letting it out hurts.
Just because someone isn’t openly grieving like another doesn’t make them any less hurt.
Love yourselves & each other ###