24/06/2025
Over the weekend I went to a Winter Solstice, Women's Circle retreat facilitated by .
And it was hard to say yes to.
It was tricky to navigate the puzzle pieces of life to make the space and create the time.
I had to push back on the guilt surrounding me and within myself.
And yet I landed there.
Imperfect.
Messy.
Holding many emotions, many sensations, and yet I arrived with the intention of time for myself.
As we went into the yin yoga portion of the day, I was not comfortable.
Did I arrive at a place of bliss and relaxation by the end? Absolutely not.
Did I feel wired? Yes.
Did I notice activating sensations in the body? Yes.
Did I get-up-and-go to the toilet in the middle of it? Yes.
All this to say that I arrived and the practice was not about bliss and relaxation or about calming the nervous system (as we often assume or put pressure on these classes/spaces/ourselves to be).
In fact, it was again that invitation to meet myself exactly where I was at.
Not making myself wrong, not judging.
Being with me.
And when I couldn't be, I had the understanding and tools to;
🌻 Notice where I was in relation to my Window of Tolerance and
🌻 the strategies/choices I could make to either down-regulate (when wired, activated, anxious) or up-regulate (numb, shut down, dissociated)
to continue to stay in a practice that supported me in the moment.
And this ☝️
This is part of the intention I have set up and offer in my online 10 week Trauma Sensitive Yoga and coaching program, Reconnect 🌿 so that you can arrive in any community yoga class without abandoning yourself, needing to push through or, worst case, flood the Nervous System and reinforce trauma/stress/anxiety patterns in the body.
So if you've been looking at a place to meet yourself, not to relax, not to calm the nervous system (though these may absolutely be benefits you find!), but learn ways to support yourself moment to moment, to make effective choices for you then I invite you to join me.
We start in just over a week's time!
Registrations close in 1 week and I would love to meet you, explore and support you beginning JULY 3rd!
Head to www.mindfullycurious.org/reconnect for all the info and to sign up.
Payment plans, NDIS, Workers Compensation and partial grants all still available to support you (email or PM me if you would like to find out more).