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30/10/2024

Have you ever felt torn between work and family, knowing that no matter how hard you try, something precious is slipping through the cracks?

Looking back, I can see so many mistakes I made as a young mother, and it’s hard to think about. Sometimes those mistakes weren’t choices at all, but the reality of needing to work long hours to make ends meet. It was exhausting, and no matter how much I wanted to be with my kids, I just couldn’t always be there. And now that my son is starting his own family, I see him grappling with the same struggles—trying to provide while wanting so much to be present for his children.

But as his mom, and as a grandmother, I feel this deep need to help them break that cycle. With housing prices and the cost of living out of reach for so many, it seems harder than ever for parents to create the kind of home and life they dream of for their kids.

So, I’m doing it again at 55. I’m picking up new skills, finding new paths, and changing my own life to support the people I love in ways I couldn’t before. Age doesn’t feel like a barrier to me —it feels like an invitation to rewrite what’s possible, to be there for my grandkids and for their parents in ways I couldn’t when they were younger.

If any of this speaks to you, know you’re not alone. It’s never too late to make a change, and while we can’t go back, there’s so much ahead. And so many more opportunities to create the life we desire, we need only step out of our comfort zone ❤️

15/05/2024

40 Days and 40 nights Introspection
Day 14

During this intense time of going within I am experiencing a wave of peace to agitation back to peace again as I learn, integrate, and grow. I am going on this journey consciously and recognizing the energy shifts within me and around me in great detail.

Today I finally feel like I have returned from the dimension of trippy knowledge that I have been moving through and the learning that has landed within me and about me is profound.☄️🔱

I am under the present understanding that I will not be able to go back to life the way it was constructed before. I’m only 13 days in and the learning and understandings I have already made have me moving forward to new possibilities of becoming.

Having a greater understanding and awareness of my capacity and how I operate in the absence of the influence of others has given me freedom from the need of validation from others.

The freedom that this has allowed me has given me peace like I have never experienced before. In this freedom, I have been creating new mentorship programs and events that I would never have had the courage to bring forward in the past.

A great fear reigned over me for many years with an overpowering limiting belief around not wanting to do the work I do alone. The truth is this was not a desire but a limiting belief. I was held captive to the belief that I would not be able to! or people wouldn’t want what I had to offer! Or that others do this better than I do!

What I now understand is that I learned all these things for myself first and then as a blessing of natural consequence I get to teach others the knowledge I have accumulated. And because of the life I have already created away from my business, I can offer these gifts in a way that everyone can afford to have access to it.

I also understand that my worth is not defined by someone being interested in or loving things like I do. I don’t know anyone who gets as excited as I do over chakras, essential oils, energy healing, talking to guides, energetic healing, living a life with a Goddess or two, crafting a spell, or personal growth. 🍃🌳🐚🧚‍♀️

I’m not sure how the next phase of these 40 days is going to unfold but I am very excited to put these programs together for you and share them with you in the coming months.

I will be asking a few questions over the next few weeks so that you can have a little say on what will be included in some of these programs and events. I would love your answers to these inspired questions.

“Today I experience myself as confident and inspired, with the purpose of creating quality and informative programs to share. My intention is to support others in Crafting Mindset Mastery through embodiment, the craft and personal/spiritual development, I will follow this path for as long as it lights me up to do so.”🌟

12/05/2024

40 Days and 40 nights Introspection
Day 12

I’m sure this post will hit a few buttons and seem controversial to some.

I’m not writing this post to do either, rather it’s a permission piece.

Today is mother’s day! A day where we celebrate our mums and everything, they have done for us.

It’s a day where our children come over or take us out and it’s supposed to be all about us.

What I would like to share this mothers day is my choice today to spend the day completely on my own! crazy right! Or is it?

As mums we are constantly in giving, fixing, worrying, anticipating, mending mode and its exhausting. We never take enough time to refill our cup to process our inner lives and do what we want to do in the moment, and we always wish that we just had a day to ourselves.

Well I think, mothers day is a perfect opportunity to do just that.

Some of us are so hard-wired to put our kids first that we make mother’s day about them too. I have seen the society push the point of view that we should want to spend our day with our children, but isn’t that making it about them again and not about us?

And the point of view to do anything different would make us look selfish.

We are constantly push pulled in this backwards and forward of “you should take care of yourself” and “why aren’t you with your children?”

I adore my children and I also love myself. I give my time and energy to my children even when they are unaware that I am doing it.

Today! This mother’s day I am choosing to give to myself!

I am choosing to sit in my own energy and do whatever I wish in the moment. I am choosing to give back to me today so that I can be a better version of myself tomorrow, a version of which my children will benefit from.

Permit yourself to have such days my beautiful sisters.

Self-care today = compassionate care for others tomorrow

“Today I experience myself in self-love and self-care. With the purpose of filling up my cup of resourcefulness. My intention in doing this is so that my children will receive the best version of myself in the weeks to come. I will take such breaks in the future to restock my resources without guilt or shame because I deserve my energy just as much as my children do”

Happy Mothers Day to all my Beautiful Sisters!

11/05/2024

40 Days and 40 nights Introspection
Day 11

Vulnerability post.

This is the day that I would be hopping on a plane heading to Bali to assist at the Discovering the Self Retreat.

In the months leading up to this I had been feeling that for the first time I didn’t want to go. I had no idea where this feeling was coming from it wasn’t based on anything at all. I love Bali, I love what I do there and what I experience every time. All I knew was that something was off and no matter how much I was trying to ignore it my intuition was telling me “don’t book tickets for husband you might not be going.”

As it turned out, weather it was destined or manifested, my assistance was not needed, and I felt a sigh of relief.

My own business has been calling me and my guides have been pushing me in the most uncomfortable ways. I have been resistant caught up in comparison, lack, unworthiness and imposter syndrome. I made so many excuses and convinced myself of so many falsehoods that kept me “safe”.

Safe from what?

And really it wasn’t keeping me safe it was keeping me miserable, unfulfilled and in victimhood.

At the beginning of this year as some of you may know I made a promise to my guides to do exactly what they told me to do and when I was doing just that life was great. When I stopped listening out of this fear and need for “safety” it caused great suffering within me and around me and in my relationships.

This recently ended in a crescendo of events that when they crashed and I stood in complete surrender, listened and let everything that was not serving me fall away.

All the fear, the scarcity, the doubt completely fell away with it and was replaced with peace, acceptance, abundance, self-worth, liberation, connection and divine gratitude.

It was a coming home that I had never experienced before. I know with complete conviction that everything is going to be amazingly exceptional and the energy that I bring to that outcome ensures it.

So not going to Bali right now has gifted me so much time to dedicate to my own business, my family and my own spiritual journey and growth.

I am once again surrendering and listening to those that guide me through this life, the ones with their eye on the bigger picture who know the things I can’t perceive in this human vibration.

These 40 days and 40 nights are allowing me the room to shed the veil that has been kept in place to ensure acceptance from those I have required external validation from for way too long. And are helping me to recognise the magnitude of love I have for myself and my life and all the versions of me that walk each day through it.

“Today I experience myself as Maya and my purpose is to light the world with compassion and love. With the intention of guiding other women to their version of surrender. I will for as long as it is guiding me, hold space for those who have been misguided by fear and unworthiness, in the hope that they too will find peace, love and, compassion. And so that they may walk through this life with the confidence to be guided by the Divine.”

11/05/2024

40 Days and 40 nights Introspection
Day 10

We are 100% accountable for our outcomes!

I spoke about intention a couple of days ago, and I think today, I need to talk about actions because intention is only half of the conversation about achieving outcomes in your life.

Intention without action is like giving someone a really sh*tty gift and saying it’s the thought that counts. Its just a cop out.

Intention is an action, but it is an internal action, we need to initiate external action on our desires also. This may be obvious to some but believe it or not its not obvious to everyone and sometimes when we become apathetic or procrastinate, we become frustrated with the external world and fail to take responsibility for our own lack of action.

To create positive desirable outcomes, we need to take 100% responsibility for the energy, intention, emotion, and actions we are putting out that in turn creates responses in our external world.

Great intentions + minimal actions = crappy presents

Great intentions + conscious consistent actions = Multiple Incredible Gifts

“Today I experience myself as an observer over my own actions, with the purpose of accountability. My intention is to produce more consistent actions to create incredible outcomes.”

09/05/2024

40 Days and 40 nights Introspection
Day 9

It feels like the real reason for this 40-day and 40-nights introspection is to actually get to know myself again.

By doing these exercises and by asking myself these questions I am discovering things about myself that have evolved without my conscious interaction with the changes, I hadn’t up until now acknowledged them effectively. The result of that has led to them being inadequately integrated.

These concentrated periods of time can be hard to carve out at times but in the persistent action of intentionally taking this time I have become calmer, more at peace and more confident in the clarity of my decisions and actions moving forward.

Because I have a clearer sense of who I am and how I wish to move through the world, what is important to me, my values and my principles, I have the ability to move forward towards what I desire and to walk away from things that no longer serve what I desire, without fear or scarcity.

It is extremely liberating!

It is so important to stand still long enough to see the paths before you clearly and decide if they lead to what you truly desire.

How many times have you missed the 3rd option available to you, because you moved too quickly on a decision only to take your fears with you, leading you down a road never meant to be yours?

Stand at the crossroads and surrender your fears, doubts and scarcity. Pause and reflect on who you are and what you desire.

When you ask the Universe for something, be open to something more or better, the Universe is bringing you what is truly meant for you and it's bigger and better than you could have dreamed for yourself.

“Today I am experiencing myself as a creative, with the purpose of weaving the web of my next evolution. I will walk with open eyes and surrender to the greater plan, with the intention of meeting my destiny sooner and with no resistance.”

30/04/2024

30/04/2024

40 Days and 40 nights Introspection
Day 1 🍃🙏✨💫

Today’s reflection started about a month ago when my guides sternly spoke to me about dropping any concept around the statement ‘I am’ that centered around my identity.

I had difficulty around this because I love saying ‘I am a Green Witch’ or ‘I am a Spiritual Coach’ even ‘I am a wife and mother’. I’m sure you can imagine how surrendering these identities may feel unsettling and produce a feeling of uncertainty.

The age-old question we are all prompted to ask ourselves in these times is “who am I?” and “what is my purpose?” or “what am I meant to accomplish in this life?”

It wasn’t until very recently that I was presented with the question of, what am I meant to be doing right now? that everything simultaneously fell away and fell into place at the same time.

The statement of “I am” in all its forms was actually holding me back or motionless from becoming what it is I am meant to do and become next.

The following Journaling occurred:

If I was to say, “I am a Green Witch of Irish Ancestry”. The constant use of the “I am” statement leaves no growth to be anything other than that on this journey.
And yes, a change of statement will not change the fact that I have very beloved Irish Ancestry, holding myself firm to only that leaves no room to be everything else that I have in my lineage.

Likewise is I only claim to be a Green Witch in an “I am” statement then am I leaving room to accept the evolution of being anything else.

So, to experiment with the concept of expansion to see how this affects my psychology and growth I have decided to utilize the following statement that can change every day with the flow of my energy and the requirements upon my purpose of each day.

“Today I will experience myself as a (__________) and my purpose today is (________).”

This way I may open myself to evolution every day with less resistance and more opportunities. Because the way I experience myself today will be different from the way I experience myself tomorrow.

As yesterdays are for gratitude, and todays are for growth, and tomorrows are the gifts yet to be received today.

“So, as I write this, I am experiencing myself as a student of life and my purpose today is growth”.

I welcome the conversation around this as I experiment with how this alters my state of awareness. 💜🥰‍🙏🧚‍♂️🧜‍♀️