
31/07/2025
I kept my pregnancy offline… and here’s why.
This was my third pregnancy… but only my second baby earthside. After a miscarriage just months before, and walking alongside a dear friend through the heartbreak of stillbirth, I felt an instinct deeper than words:
To keep this soul safe, held, and fiercely protected.
For 9 months, only those in our physical world knew. Not because I was hiding… but because I was honouring the sacred. A soul tethering itself to a human body is no small thing — and in those early months, the veil between worlds feels paper thin.
This pregnancy was a spiritual journey.
A week after conception, I felt my ovaries talking to each other — pulsing, shifting, releasing… like my body was whispering, “It’s happening.”
Unlike my first pregnancy (which was clouded by lockdowns, pain, and isolation), this time I had midwifery continuity through MGP, and made a conscious decision: not a home birth, but a hospital VBAC. Not from fear… but from deep listening. What I needed most was safety.
Because birth, like transformation, requires us to feel safe enough to fully let go.
I’ll share my birth story tomorrow… but for now, just know: I’m back. And I’ll be bringing more of the raw, the real, the sacred.
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