30/05/2022
The day the church burned St. Joan, May 30th. I was told choosing a confirmation name is an important step on the path to living a devoted, holy life in the Catholic Church. Your confirmation name, typically the name of a saint, will serve both as a reminder to your commitment to God and as your inspiration for being a steward of the church.” - When I was 14 I chose Joan Of Arc. I chose Joan because SHE CHOSE to listen to what she heard from Archangel Michael and other Saints over listening to the church. Choosing Joan was a way to radicalize the experience that I was forced to go through. As a child I had my first Angelic encounter in Arizona the summer after my Mother died. (I’ve mentioned this story about being very sick with a fever while sleep walking. )My family shipped me off for a summer so they could sell my Mother’s house and most of our belongings without consulting me in any of it. The rage I held for years was transmuted to strength when I accepted Joan the night of my confirmation. It was far more than just a confirmation ceremony very similar to my experience of the May Crowning of Mary. For me it was an initiation to her, and to the divine feminine more than making any “commitment to the church or God through the lens of Catholicism”. .
Jehanne (as she spelled it) was tried as a heretic and was forced to sign a confession to deny what she really was. A channel, a medium. After this forced confession, she defied orders again by listening to Archangel Michael and the saints and donned men’s clothes. She was then sentenced to death and burned at the stake on this day in 1431. She was then canonized by the same church that sentenced her to death May 16th 1920. Her feast day is today May 30th, the same same day that she died. She is a massive force and guide to me, and it was she who gave me the strength to not care what people think about what I do. I’m not in this work to convince anyone that channeling and mediumship is real. I let my work stand for itself. A belief system is not needed. “I am not afraid, I was born to do this” 🖤🌹✨