Queen B Recovery

04/08/2024

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06/29/2021

Confidence is everything…

05/13/2021

Take care of yourself, it’s no one’s responsibility but yours. Don’t wait for someone to spoil you, spoil yourself... Don’t wait for someone to boost your confidence, toot your own horn!! And don’t wait for validation from others, you are worthy, like I am worthy.

What do you do for self care? Leave a comment and don’t forget to hit that “♥️”. Stay true queens! 👑♥️

05/08/2021

With me and my boyfriend starting a landscaping company recently, I’ve been super busy with running that and I’ve been struggling to find time to create content for my recovery page.

I’m finally putting my passion and dreams into action and I’m so proud of myself and will keep pursuing it no matter what... this page has given me a lot of confidence to believe in myself and keep going. I am worthy, you are worthy!! Stay true, queens and follow your dreams. You’re capable of so much, you just gotta dream, plan and DO!!! Get it, gurrrl!! 👑♥️

05/05/2021

Been waiting a while to post this gem... not sure why but here we go. This is just a tiny tidbit about the start of my recovery.

Stay tuned for more down the road!! Make sure to like/share, step out of your comfort zone and comment what led you to your recovery! Remember, you’re worthy, I’m worthy! Stay true, queens!! 👑♥️

04/23/2021

In my active addiction, I thought I knew my body and what/how it was feeling but in reality I didn’t fully. I was trying to shut out the warnings and signs that I needed to deal with something because I was too afraid to deal with the traumas head on.

What my body and mind were trying to do was call out for help, yelling at me to listen and to deal with the traumas... I thought pushing it down and ignoring it would just make it go away but it made it worse, obviously. My drinking was a result of that.

I’m getting better at recognizing when my body is warning me as opposed to when it’s just my anxiety/irrational thinking happening. I recognize the signs, my body is giving me, more now but still struggling to fully trust myself and listen. I play a Jock Jams song in my head to pump myself up but it doesn’t always pay off...

Don’t forget to hit that “♥️” and leave comment on what you found that works for you when it comes to trusting and listening to your body and mind? I am worthy and you are worthy. Stay true, queens! 👑♥️

04/19/2021

One of my favourite things about being sober is the fact that I remember the new memories that I’m making and not being embarrassed about how much I drank or deleting pictures cuz I wasn’t sober in any.

The memories I have now are still clear in my mind and I am so grateful for that. I am grateful I no longer argue with people because they remember things I didn’t, due to intoxication.

All that shame I used to carry doesn’t exist anymore and I give that a “f**k ya”!!! I can’t wait to see what new and exciting memories are coming my way!!

Hit that “♥️” and let me know how you feel about sober memories. I am worthy, you are worthy!! Stay true, queens!! 👑♥️

04/19/2021

Retraining my brain from negative to positive has been one of the most challenging things I’ve ever had to do... and I’m by no means a master, yet 😉.

I struggle with this everyday of my life. Even though I feel I’ve made progress, I know I can do better. I’m just too hard on myself... then fear sinks in and I’m a mess which takes my focus off of what’s really important.

“Stay focused, keep your eye on the prize and always believe in yourself.” That’s what I try to tell myself...

One day I’ll be at a point where I’ll forget what it was even like to think the way I do now. We’re all worth it. Stay true, queens!!!

04/11/2021

It is soooo important to be assertive, as I’ve explained above. I have been and still am trying to perfect this.

There are times where I don’t and it always ends up blowing up in my face and hurting the people around me (which is the last thing I want to do) but as long as I keep myself focused, remember to control my emotions I know I’ll only get better at it.

One day at a time! I am worthy, you are worthy! Stay true, queens!! 👑

04/09/2021

Wow... amaze balls!! 100 followers may not seem like much to some but for me this is huge. I’m proud that I haven’t given up on myself and that I stayed focused, even when I was feeling like garbage.

This page has been quite therapeutic for me and creating content for it helps ground me and get it all out. There’s been posts I’ve posted that make me squeal with excitement, cried with sadness and laughed at even at... I now know this is one of my purposes in life and I can’t wait to see what the future brings for this page and my recovery.

Your support and love means the world to me and I can’t wait to meet some new amazing people. Thank you very very much you beautiful souls I couldn’t have done it without you 🤪!! Remember, I am worthy you are worthy! Stay true, queens!! 👑

04/08/2021

Seriously, you’re dope af and no one can tell you otherwise. Hold your head up high and carry yourself like the queen that you are!!

Energy is transfered from person to person and your body will tell you when that energy is toxic or good. Feel the negative energy in your bones... then respect yourself and remove yourself from the situation.

We are in control of ourselves and only we can control what we surround ourselves with. Make the right choice for yourself and mental health. I am worthy, you are worthy!! Stay true, queens!! 👑

04/05/2021

Back in the summer of 2019, I was blessed enough to attend my cousins wedding in France. It was such an amazing trip, the trip of many firsts for me. First time exploring Paris on my own, first time attending a wedding in Europe, first wedding and trip I’ve been on since starting my journey in recovery.

It was definitely a trip that tested my strength and I passed the test. If it wasn’t for the fact that I was in France and the fact that my auntie was there for me, I can bet some money that it wouldn’t have ended well for me.

The day of the wedding I got into an argument with a family member and my auntie took me for a walk. We chatted, I cried and she made me laugh but it wasn’t until we made it to a the top of a hill (shown in pic #2) that we climbed, and what she said (pic #1) that I truly felt at peace. It’s something that I will never forget, it’s a huge part of my recovery now and I’m so grateful for this moment.

If you’re struggling maybe give this a try and if it’s not for you that’s okay, thank you for reading my post to the end! We are worthy of so much especially peace. Stay true, queens!! 👑