02/06/2026
I have some big changes on my horizon and I've never felt more calm, more confident, more faithful in my future than I do now with God.
I have a strong connection with God and Jesus and I will be forever grateful for the ability to tune in and listen. To have a true relationship is something I never really understood until I had it too! I was always slightly suspicious of those happy Christians. But now I get it!
God is like our water! When you experience how it feels, you can't shut up about it! You want everyone to feel as good as you do!
The prospect of having an entire year to devote to my H20 passion is wild!
I was working on the numbers today and I'll be fine. What a good feeling, knowing I'll be better than fine... but fine as a baseline is so good.
I used to be full of fear; the opposite of fine.
I was anxious, pushing too hard, attempting to control everything, worried that if I didn't hustle, if I didn't stress, if I didn't worry... nothing good would happen. I was trained to see work as something profitable only if I was miserable and stressed.
Hustle culture can be a little toxic. It's kinda like 'spirituality of the self' culture. You are alone. It's all about you. What you do. What you think. What you say. What you create.
I never realized how alone I felt when I saw everything as me, my fault, my success, me alone.
Now I see everything in terms of US and I'm never alone.
