12/12/2025
January 1995. Australia - age 28
on the outside I look pretty good.
On the inside, I was struggling with my mental health.
This photo was taken six months.
after my first su***de attempt. I was trying to figure out what to do with the my life as I was sick and tired of being tired and sick.
As I sit down today to write a new chapter in my next book 📕 titled “weightless: a mind, body spirit approach to weight loss“ I am at the heaviest weight I’ve ever been.
I look back at my younger self in this photo and remember someone who was stuck in bulimia, people pleasing, uncertainty, shame and terrified of gaining weight.
it’s a gentle reminder to not judge a book by its cover. it’s important to ask people what’s truly going on inside of them and not just accept what they’re showing you on the outside. Many wear the mask that they’ve got it all together, but they’re struggling with self doubt, suicidal ideation, and eating issues - ultimately they are the furthest from love for themselves that they can be..
healing ❤️‍🩹 happens when you bring compassion to the parts of yourself that you don’t like, love or accept. When you embrace all of you, regardless of the size, and walk with grace for the beauty that you are. 🩷