10/03/2025
Integration Time
Today was my last day at Sitaram Beach Retreat
One last treatment.
One last doctor’s visit.
One last walk to the sea to sit and listen to the waves.
This morning the Brahminy kite appeared once more, circling above — a final wave goodbye.
When I lifted my camera to capture the moment, I noticed a plane flying through the same sky. A reminder it was time to move forward.
Today, on the sacred festival of Dussehra, we honor the eternal victory of light over darkness, clarity over confusion — and harmony over imbalance.
In many ways, this mirrors the inner battle we each face daily: the struggle to find peace, energy, and true rest in a noisy, overstimulated and over all consuming world.
Through the rhythm of Panchakarma, I have had some deep reflections on my life.
For 21 days, I fully embodied the treatments, rituals, and routines. It was not only medicine for my body but also for the mind, heart, and spirit. Physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual baggage — toxins, grief, old burdens — have been loosened and released into the sea, into the sky, into the earth.
I am forever changed.
Now I ask myself: Who am I? What is my purpose?
I don’t need the answers today. They will arrive in their own time.
For now, I trust the unfolding.
Deep gratitude to Dr. Vignesh and his incredible team of doctors and staff — who work with such diligence, kindness, and devotion, always greeting with a smile and a namaste.
For the lectures that expanded my mind, the chanting that soothed my heart, the yoga that grounded my body, the Panchakarma that purified my being, and the rhythm of routine and nourishment that reset my life when i needed it most— thank you.
I have learned so much that has deepened my love and passion for Ayurveda even more.
Grateful. Honoured. Humbled by the gift of this experience.
Now it is integration time. Just as Dussehra reminds us to let light lead the way, I return home with that same intention — to carry the lessons of balance, presence, and release into my daily life. To weave Ayurveda not just into my work, but into the rhythm of how I live and love.
And so ready for what awaits me on the other side of 29 hours of flights — the arms of my family and friends, the laughter of my grandchildren, the comfort of home. ❤️
Thank you, Sitaram Beach. Until next time.
And in the words of Mary Oliver, I return with this question in my heart:
“Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?”