02/01/2026
January 2026…I realize how much I don’t capture in posts on here so decided to document a glimpse of my month all at once, with many snippets from my stories.
As many of you know, I lost my baby, my soul dog, Lucky in mid-December and it unleashed and unraveled a whole lotta deep grief. New heartache and lots of old grief I’ve carried for too long.
So this month has been me navigating how to still show up in this new realm and work through some of the hard stuff, gently as I know I’m a wildly sensitive one and my nervous system needs all the support.
I actually loved all the snow this month. The way it has blanketed and cushioned the earth. The way the sun rays bounce off the crisp white and create incredible shadows. The cold air giving rosy cheeks when the wind hits, but then allows for that extra cozy feel when going inside somewhere warm, (something I don’t take for granted), the slowness of the season and the mutual understanding to retreat a little more.
I need this solitude and crave more, but am also grateful for all of the people that have been there for me during this time from near and far, it means a lot.
I hold so many people close to my heart that I’ve met over the years that I’d love to see again, but haven’t spoken to in awhile. It’s a strange experience/existence sometimes being a human that needs an extra bit of space to recoop from the day to day and the love of connection, but finding the balance as the overwhelm is real with a full schedule.
I’ve always been so sensitive and pick up on so many things and that includes energy and as most of you can agree, the energies have been pretty intense will all going on from a universal level, so I’m trying to honour this need and know the ebbs and flows of my capacity to interact fully.
So ending January with a vibrant full moon. Kitties by my side and a realization we’re already a month into 2026!
Let’s see if I can keep up with at the very least a monthly recap for the sake of a snapshot of a glimpse into my world. Like a journal entry.
Goals for February:
•more time outdoors
•experimenting with ways to get the deepest rejuvenating sleep
•being mindful and gentle with my heart
Xo