12/15/2025
RIP Lucky 😭🥺🐾
To my best little buddy, my little clown 💔🤍
How do I say goodbye?? 😭…
…(This may be a little mish mash dialog as I process)
I never imagined I’d ONLY get two short years with you when I brought you home on December Solstice in 2023, when you needed a better home. And that I’d have to make the hardest decision of my life today, so close to our Anniversary 😭
I haven’t cried tears like this in a very long time 💔
Your little (piggy) 10-year-old body just couldn’t do it anymore, even though you tried so hard to disguise it with endless energy and playtime and eats 🐶
From the moment I met you, I immediately loved you and we bonded. Your silly clown face 🤡, your love for cat toys (and that freakin’ stuffed monkey 🙈 ), finding crab apples🍏 to gnaw on in the summer, rolling on your back in your bed (and hiding treasures in the cushions) 😅, choosing Dino the doggo downstairs as your boyfriend over Pop Pop the kitty 🐈⬛ that wanted your attention so badly, (poor Pop Pop) 💗
You were ALWAYS by my side and gave me a good wink and deep soul stare down just to be sure we’re connected right? ✨🥹😉😅❤️
This last little while was full of so many sleepless nights. You tried to mask how sick you were until you couldn’t any longer 💔 It was so hard to know what to do and when, as you had all the energy and appetite.
Last night, you FINALLY slept SO deeply 💤 No coughing, no restlessness, just uninterrupted sleep.
I caught a moment, I felt loved ones who have passed come through. They were there to help you sleep soundly through this one LAST night and for me to receive the validation that it was time for me to have to say MY goodbye 🕊️😭❤️
Today, perfect snowglobe snow ❄️ fell on our way into the clinic. 11:11 on the dash as we left and in that moment, a sense you were off on more wild adventures 🌀 and getting your first dog 🐶 biscuit from my Dziadziu (because he always had one in his pocket) from the heavens above ⛅️ Lucky!
This is so hard 💔 but I am SO grateful to have had you. Rest easy, my silly boy, have all the biscuits, and no more pain ok?
I love you and miss you already, so much 😭🤍🐾
Bear with me as I navigate this ❤️🩹❤️〰️