09/15/2020
I went for a tarot reading at one of my favorite crystal shops in Fernwood last weekend. While I do like to draw cards for myself, I love to receive insight from other soul brothers and sisters whose hearts channel the divine. She was an older women extremely well versed in tarot as it relates to astrology, as well as many other esoteric studies. She inspired me to stay on course, on my path with yoga but to continue to integrate my tarot, astrology and compassionate lense through which I teach. She reminded me that I have a pure heart and my presence is needed in the world but that I need to learn balance and to protect my energy more. As a cancer moon and with many cancer in cards in my reading it was apparent that i love to give but can sometimes over give my energy accidentally~ a common Cancer affliction. Self care is vital, i am learning that my well being relies often on my freedom of schedule. To honor the energy of my moon cycle. And learn to stop~doing, achieving, pushing forward. I believe the planet is craving for us to connect with her more. To slow down our pace, life is not a race, we are extensions of the creative force of the planet/universe- navigating a matrix of duality. We want so badly to know everything, to control and confirm and over attach our sense of security on to a governing body or authority figure. Spirit calls on me to have deep reverence for mystery of life. To see our challenges as rites of passage. My voice sometimes feels tender and fragile...i take this as a cue to hermit. To go inward and be still. My most resonant actions come when I re-emerge, often late at night🌙 with insight that wants to be channled through. So when is the last time you listened to you? What soothes my soul is purity of the holy spirit, nature and acceptance of the death cycle. Acceptance of transformation, that the Phoenix rises from the ashes. My reading helped me to claim confidence in my path, in all expressions that come forward. I pray for rain, for peace and for the permission to rest deep. To find savasana, the death that is surrender and transformation. So we can be wise and strong in our awake hours.
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