05/10/2026
Gratitude. Gratitude. Gratitude.
I am so damn grateful for my life everyday. I know that hardships and "troubles" will never be gone in life, but the framework I now have will forever be with me.
I experienced deep darkness for a very long time. Until 26 years old, i lived in total darkness. Abuse. Abuse of myself, abuse from other people, abuse of substances And as I tend to those parts of myself, and really look at them and see them and accept them, I feel so much for that girl who experienced those things.
Having lived that darkness, and experienced the contrast from then until now, I almost don't have words to explain it.
And although it was so hard to get here, I realize that what I went through is not just a bad experience or being dealt a sh*tty hand in life. It is actually a huge fu***ng gift that keeps on giving through this deep gratitude of simply just being alive here and now and actually being able appreciate that.
Our hardest most painful movements have gifts to give us. And to some, that may seem absurd, and truly crazy and that's okay. Each life is on a different path.