Beacon of Prosperity

04/18/2026

After years of explaining myself, giving reasons beyond the things I do or say. Thinking that it may help people to understand me and see why I am who I am. I have finally come to a place of accepting the fact that is simply not the case.

I've come to learn that people primarily see what they want to see regardless of what is said or done. I was wasting precious time and energy attempting to avoid being judged or misunderstood, and it would happen anyway.

Now, I am working to show up exactly as I am. No longer worrying about pleasing anyone or trying to be overly considerate to what or how others may think or feel. I know the story behind what made me who I am today, and that's enough for me. I am choosing to enjoy this journey of life. Growing and changing everyday, working to become more aligned with the things that work for me.

04/15/2026

You are in control!
You got the power!
You call the shots!
You decide what takes place, what will allow.
Set boundaries, know your worth.
Align body, mind and soul. Follow your passion, pursue your dreams.
We only get one life, make it count.

04/14/2026

As someone who has been unable to work due to the impact my mental health has had on my life for the past few years.

This is the first thing that I've seen that comes even close to explaining the reasoning behind whats going on internally to create and give cause to some of the turmoil. Add on unresolved trauma, pre-existing conditions, etc. And its been a long haul but recovery is possible and does happen. Life can get better.

Thr extensive work that I have been doing on a cognitive and growth development, self awareness level to combat and work through processing all the internal layers is surreal and continues to amaze me how interconnected it all is

04/14/2026

This gives words to that of which I haven't yet found my own.

I have been doing the work and taking the steps to find myself again.. it takes rigorous and vigilant persistence to become honest enough to face your truth. To not step asking the questions and going through the barriers that created the silence and gave way to shrinking....

Stay tuned as I begin to uncurl myself and find my voice once again to help express all that I've come to learn along my awakening. In the interim thank you so much for the women that have walked the journey before and help llight the way. Im grateful for the voice you share and will borrow as I seek to strengthen mine.

04/14/2026

For years I continued searching for the place that I could lay down the armor, be safe and rest.....

Each attempt has proven and given way to place that havent ever been safe to do so. Yet, all that time I was looking in the wrong places.

Reality is that what I was looking for, I possessed and had with me the whole time. No one ever taught me that I was meant to give that place to myself. Now that I know, it seems so simple and makes so much sense.

The only person that I can truly be the safest with fully naked unclothed and unarmored is with myself. For I am the only one that gain access to every crevice and part of my own existence. All that of which exist from time of conception and on. I choose to continue this exploration of myself to know how best to hold, protect and care for me. So I can best fulfill my needs cause I am no longer looking outside of myself wishing someone will finally see and know what I need.

This new knowledge and awareness seems to have begun to repair the armor. The very armor that before was worn but didnt ever really fulfill its purpose. Now with new understanding I know what each pieces purpose is for and how to dress so that it serves me and protects the parts of me that are still striving to mend and recover from years of neglect and abandonment. Parts that despite it all manage to survive and still stay standing under tremendous weight and pressure....

Maybe its times we stop talking in metaphors and say it a little more clear... I think perhaps this is where my story begins to unfold and clarity ignites...time will be the true tell.

04/12/2026

Reclaim your power. Stop losing yourself in your relationships. Find your balance. Don't settle or lower your standards simply to be accepted. Those who are meant for you will accept you fully, and you won't have to shrink or lose yourself. Learn who you are and work on the things that make it hard to stay with yourself and become unafraid of being alone. When you can choose yourself over something that doesnt fully benefit you, you know your on the right track

03/21/2026

Multiple screenshots have saved for images that I have seen and wanted to use for further exploration or creation.

03/21/2026

02/20/2026

Lifes a journey and I am learning to love and accept myself each step of the way. Each day striving to be better then the person I was the one before. I may not always get it right but everyday I am here I will continue working towards becoming the best version of me I can be along my way.

02/17/2026

We often hear talk about boundaries we set for others. What about the ones we set with ourselves!?!

I erode my self trust for being the one that was constantly breaking my own boundaries. Why would anyone else respect my boundaries when I couldn't myself.

For me, when I started self care it means everything. Not bubble baths and spa days but a full and total inventory of the way I was living my life! Now I work to repair damage from years of neglecting myself and catering to others. Now I create small habits that make me feel good about myself and the way that I spend my time.

What are some of your rules that work in your life? What's your number 1 none negotiable? What's one that you are prone to breaking but keep trying anyway?

My younger self mindset: Rules are meant to be broken.
Reality: with a price to pay usually when doing so.

New mindset: I'm the adult and I control how I choose to live my life based off what I value. I no longer need to fight against my own self. Don't like the rule change it to work for my life.

Things that made it hard:
-Comparative thinking: no one else does it this way or what will people say!?
- who cares if it works with where I'm at in this point of my journey than great. Doesn't mean it will always be like this.

Rules are meant to change, adapt and adjust along with us as we grow and evolve. Hence why a 2 year old and 12 year old don't have the same set of rules. We are all different and everything at the end of the day is based on case by case basis, even if there are standards to follow. Research helps us gage best practices towards certain aspects but we are the only person that knows what is truly best for our ownselves and the life we will be contented living.

Love your life, strive to become your best self while loving where your at and the person you are in this moment cause its the only one you got!

02/17/2026

Who calls the shots in your life?

For far too long I disrespected myself by not sticking to the rules that protected the things I valued. Now I work to align my life so that my walk and talk match the type of life I envision for myself and family.

Habits matter. Small things that seem routine are really more important than one may think.

-respect