08/27/2025
I’m sitting in the Township office during the monthly meeting, listening to the mayor read the history of the Russell Run Club. In reality, it was the last eleven years of my life poured into a speech written by the current board. I knew what I had done, but hearing it read out loud in public was surprisingly emotional. And having my husband there to listen finally felt like some justification for all those long hours and days spent on something that pulled time away from him and never brought much income.
Seven years ago, I was waking up at 10 or 11 a.m. (you read that right). I was depressed, having just left a 15-year career. Instead of feeling accomplished, I felt like a failure—desperate to escape an environment that was crushing me. I was only days away from going back to school, stepping into a career I wasn’t even sure would fit. For months—years, really—I lived day to day with no real goals. Just waiting for something to fall into my lap. An opportunity I could grab and give 150%, the way I once did years ago.
The last few years have been defined by people showing up in my life at exactly the right time. Megan approached me to set up parkrun. Yves and Mel helped with the kids’ program. Jamie told me I should hold running clinics. Tammy offered to help with clinics and with running the club. Tara and Jen supported me in starting group runs. Derrick pulled me out of burnout, showed me how a coach should be, and gave me the chance to train his clients. Sarah became my sounding board on how to organize the club. And so many others who came into the club, saw the vision, and supported me along the way.
I am no longer waiting for opportunities to magically appear. I no longer sit on the sidelines watching things happen. Now I’m on the sidelines observing, looking for the opportunity—and jumping out to go after it. Not alone, but with a team. I no longer drift day by day. I wake up with vision, with goals, with a community beside me.
https://www.russell.ca/en/news/two-residents-receive-community-awards.aspx