03/16/2020
It is hard to put ideas and thoughts to words right now. ⠀
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A couple weeks ago, I was meeting my new niece Ludovica for the first time, reconnecting with my sister after probably the longest time we’ve ever spent apart, and exploring a new city, the beautiful Sydney. The place my sister, her partner and my gorgeous niece call home. ⠀
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I am so grateful for the opportunity I was given to be in Sydney. It was a much needed mental break. Connecting with new life was, in fact, life giving. ⠀
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While I could never look back to my “former” life, working full time and commuting from one city to the next for work; starting my own business, in a different city, with a much smaller network and no support system has been challenging to say the least. Processing all of this change had taken a toll, and I didn’t realize it, but I needed to step away and I’m so glad I did. ⠀
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Now returning home to Montreal from Australia, to what many refer to as a crisis, COVID-19, I am presented the opportunity to choose how to react and respond. As a small business owner who relies on visits with clients for income, I COULD choose to panic, stress and worry about the consequences of all of this. I am familiar to this panic, this is how I sadly have been living my daily life. Until now. ⠀
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Now, two days into self-isolation (I did, in fact, travel through 3 airports and it is my social duty to do this) I am left with nothing but my own devices (and fortunately the company of my dog and my husband). I am choosing this opportunity to create, to innovate. I am choosing personal development and internal work over anxiety, panic and fear. I am using technology and remote connection to collaborate too! ⠀
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I am choosing to support my community in the best way I can from afar by connecting, checking in and providing an understanding heart. It took me a while to even get these words down, and I’m not even entirely sure it makes sense (hello jet lag), but I can only hope that in sharing someone is connecting to some of my thoughts. ⠀
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Later this week I will share more thoughts on “immune boosting” and nutrition, as usual, but for now I leave you with the above. I know my network on here only extends so far. Most of you are family and friends, and therefore, please KNOW that I’m here for whatever you might need. 💕