21/12/2023
Throwing it back to my graduation because I finally feel like I've truly "graduated" from pharmacy.
Hi loves, it’s been a really, really long time. After years of endless studying, I've finally passed all of my board exams. It has been a challenging journey for me since graduating. Returning to Canada wasn't a smooth transition; I had to confront buried emotions and memories, relearning how to live life in Canada differently than before.
Somewhere along this path, my priorities shifted. Coping with the passing of my grandma, I faced an incredibly tough challenge navigating through these board exams, and chose to prioritize my family for a while.
Despite a lifetime of studying, I found myself starting from scratch, figuring out how to tackle an exam of this magnitude. Life went on hold - I neglected my health, my social life, my everything, and devoted myself entirely to studying. Despite my efforts, there were many days where self-doubt crept in, questioning whether my efforts were enough.
Failing on my first attempt intensified the challenges. Without delving into the details, severe technical issues resulted in lost time, ultimately preventing me from finishing the exam. PEBC did provide fair options on how to proceed, but ultimately, I made a choice that I had to own up to. I guess all I'm trying to share is that, while some incredible people breeze through these board exams, others, like myself, face significant struggles. If you ever feel lost or discouraged, I hope my story gives you hope that good things will come to those who put in the work.
While there are still some steps I need to take to become fully licensed, the most challenging part is now behind me.
To my family and friends who have guided me, supported me, and encouraged me along the way, thank you. I couldn’t have made it without you, and I genuinely don't know where I'd be without you. And to you, my followers, thank you for being so patient with me over these past few years as I try to piece my life together, and I cannot wait to embark on the next chapter of my life with you. 💕