04/08/2026
Today marks exactly one year since I created this page.
One year since I decided to try to help people by sharing information about health and wellness, perimenopause and menopause.
One year of putting in some pretty consistent effort either here or on my TikTok page.
I tried to offer up information sessions either online or in person, I attempted to host a screening of a renowned documentary on Perimenopause. I have tried to connect with people, just to share information, with no expectation of payment.
I have tried to get connected with events in the town I live in, to do talks. Not sure if those will pan out either.
And yet, I don't feel like I am any farther ahead or ACTUALLY making connections where I would like to.
I have wanted to help people for decades and have tried to do it through a variety of means over the years, and have either lost my job, or just not seen the engagement I was expecting and it leaves me wondering what the point is?
Are my efforts worth it? Is my time worth it? Is my energy better spent elsewhere?
People have told me along the way that I am dependable, reliable, a rock star, kind, compassionate, empathetic, but none of that seems like it's enough, you know?
I know there is value in the information I have, the information I try to share but unfortunately, it doesn't seem to hold value to others, or at least, ME being the one offering/sharing this information does not have value to them.
I find I am doubting myself and my efforts more and more lately. Wondering if I should just shut it all down. Flip flopping back and forth. Not sure what the answer is but leaning towards shutting it all down.
I know building things takes time, but a year is a decent amount of time and nothing seems to be GAINING momentum, it's kind of stagnant.
Maybe I just need to be me. Live life, share information if someone asks, but not focus so much on consulting or coaching.
Maybe now isn't my time. Maybe I'll get a chance later.
Vulnerability is scary and it's also important. For those of you who are here and read this, thank you.
Not sure what will happen now, we will see.
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