28/06/2017
Dreaming -
as children we all love to dream. about what´s for christmas, about the next school holiday, about what life might look like when we´re older. There are no limitations to our imagination, everything is full of rainbows, glitter and sparkles simply because why not?!
As we become adults, society teaches us that dream time is over now. It´s time to grow up! get serious! don´t be so naiv and childish.
I spend quite some years trying to live up to that construct. functioning, running in that system as I was expected to. I just couldn´t. I terribly failed. You could say I was on the best way to have a respectable life before I messed it up.....
the funny thing is: for some it looks like my life is into pieces. I have no secure job and no idea where things are going.
But I was NEVER HAPPIER in MY LIFE!
No offense. I´m not trying to tell you what works for you. If you feel honestly happy in the mentioned construct - that´s great!
But if there is that one little part deep down that just gets unhappier and unhappier and something seems to be missing no matter what you do, or you don´t even know what happiness is, maybe it´s time that you question the way you´re living.
What would that part wanna do? if you would dare to be boldly honest - what would this part wish for?
maybe you can´t even tell. Maybe you just know it´s not what you´re currently doing.
if anything would be possible, neither time nor money any issue - what would you wanna do?!
do you hear the "but´s" rising in your mind? the explanations and excuses why this is IMPOSSIBLE? the rebellion of the conditioned mind, that always needs to control and to know how to get from a to z before you even think about starting to walk?
but maybe and just maybe you also hear that tiny little other voice that exactly knows what you would do.
that part of you that knows that dreaming in never naiv or childish. the part that knows that there is more out there for you.
In fact there is more IN YOU that you could ever have imagined.
You don´t have to know how to get there. All you need to do it start walking...
