19/04/2025
My Story — From Silence to Sacred-
A journey of healing, ceremony, and remembering who I am.
I was raised in a Catholic home, where faith was tradition.
We prayed everywhere—at home, on holidays, even in Disneyland.
Church was the language of belonging.
But as a teenager, I experienced deep betrayal.
I was sexually abused by people tied to the church—family friends, trusted adults.
The spaces that were meant to offer safety became the ones that took it away.
That shattered my trust in religion. I walked away from it all.
For ten years, I couldn’t speak about it.
I carried the silence, the pain, and a deep spiritual emptiness.
But the voice of my soul never left me.
When I finally began to speak, I began to heal.
I studied philosophy and psychology, searching for meaning.
I turned to yoga, which brought me back into my body.
And to Transcendental Meditation, where I found stillness, clarity, and peace.
Then I was called to ceremony.
To the sweatlodge.
To ancestral traditions and the wisdom of the original tribes of the Americas.
To the Moondance, the women’s circles, the nights of prayer.
There, I remembered who I truly was.
In that remembering, I began to unravel the old patterns that kept me small.
Codependency. Self-sacrifice. Fear of abandonment.
I saw how I had confused love with overgiving, with losing myself.
And I let it go.
I reclaimed my wholeness.
And from that wholeness, I welcomed love—not from need, but from truth.
After nine years of a deep, conscious partnership, we married.
Together, we brought three children into the world.
We are now consciously raising them—not perfectly, but with intention, humility, and heart.
I continue to walk the path of the sacred.
As a medicine woman, doula, and therapist, I hold space for others to heal, to remember, and to return home to themselves.
I’ve come to see that Jesus would never have stood for violence, control, or oppression.
His name has been used by corrupted hearts—but the essence of his teaching is love.
And that essence lives in all sacred paths:
In the Earth, in our breath, in ceremony, in sisterhood, and in every act of courage to reclaim our truth.
This journey is not about being flawless.
It’s about being free.
And fully human.
