30/03/2026
Time out of Time in the Desert
I went for the stars… and fell deeply in love with the dunes, the sand. The desert itself.
Within a day, I felt at home. A deep remembering… as if I had once maybe lived a Bedouin nomad’s life, or perhaps even been a dromedary. These animals carry an ancient grace and strength. Their deep, resonant sounds made me feel safe, grounded, and held.
The sand surprised me the most.
Soft like water. Warm and golden, shimmering like sparkles.
I felt embraced, as if held by pure light itself.
The patterns shaped by the wind were endlessly beautiful.
Yes, the wind could be challenging at times, and walking up and down the dunes at times demanding…
and yet, it felt like it was strengthening me, not taking from me.
The space…
What I miss most is the silence and its quiet hum.
A gentle, living presence.
An all-embracing feminine expression…
soft dunes like breasts, bellies, thighs, deeply sensual and alive.
The colors, the golden sand against the vast blue sky, felt like medicine.
As if healing was entering my body through light.
It was spring.
Touches of green, small flowers, especially the yellows and purples, appearing among the sand brought me so much joy.
During my vision quest, 30 hours of fasting and being alone opened something deeper.
A knowing: life is meant to be lived fully within the cycles of life and death.
I feel deeply blessed. Restored Faith.
I’m grateful for this life, and for this Earth 🙏🏻
