17/04/2026
I've always been one to keep things to myself in the past and get up and 'get on with it'. But now i've learnt that absolute transparency and communication is key! π
The past month and a half have been a struggle, I won't lie. So much going on and a lot of sadness around me. I've literally been running on hope and coffee (something I don't even drink anymore)! This past week it has all caught up with me and smacked me straight in the face! π₯΄ i've been on such a downer and in my own head. However, instead of running away from what is going on, I now sit with it and face it, as much as I hate doing that, it's a must! It helps, trust me! ππΌ
So anyway, today i've put my face on and i'm having a full self care weekend. Why? Because I deserve it and i've learnt to respect myself enough to put myself first in times like this. Something I would of never, ever done in the past! π¬ i've had the tunes blasting, nature has been my bestie and every single day i've told myself who I am and what kind of day i'm going to have! The mind is powerful but it is easily tricked! π
That's the beauty of growth and transformation. It takes you places you never thought you would reach, even in the dark and uncertain times.
Not really sure where i'm going with all this, just thinking out loud really, but I like to be open and honest. You can be spiritual and have your s**t together and still lose it all in the next breath! There's no such thing as perfect eh! π
So, my message is...nothing lasts forever and everything is temporary! ππΌ
Hope you have a lush weekend, big love! π