18/01/2025
Three weeks ago I had emergency surgery to remove my gallbladder. I had been in and out of hospital for weeks leading up to this, starting with the scariest day of my life, when I woke in excruciating pain, thinking I was having a heart attack. Scans, blood tests, and copious amounts of morphine later, I was diagnosed with gallstones and gallbladder sludge. You could have knocked me down, and the consultants, as I was generally pretty healthy. In hindsight though, this couldn’t have been further from the truth. Energetically, I have been suppressing my emotions and deep trauma for Years. Hiding behind the daily advocating and my ever increasing workload, I became fearful of where I had disappeared to and I just didn’t have the energy to find myself. So I started feeling rough, had days where I chose to eat foods that didn’t serve me, stopped sleeping and exercising, and I slowly sunk into a depression. Weekly migraines engulfed me and then bam, this.
I’m always about transparency, and trying to be as honest as I can be, even if I struggle to be honest with myself. So this post is me holding myself accountable, to always put myself first, to make sure i do all the things to ensure my health and happiness is forefront in my life, and to never forget how to truly love myself.
This has been life changing for me and I am grateful for the challenge and wake up call it has given me. So, welcome to my life without a gallbladder, which means a whole new way of eating, amongst other things, and the start of the new chapter in my life…….
Huge shoutout to the drs, nurses and consultants who looked after me. We are so blessed to have the NHS.
To my family and friends, I just cannot thank you enough for holding me through what was the darkest time in my life. I will never forget the hospital & home visits and sheer love I have felt from those I love.
words cannot express how much I love you. Thank you for looking after B and making me feel so safe.
Nurse Evans (my mum) thank you for looking after me. Love you so much. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️