PTSD Service Dog Bella & Me our story of training and healing together

04/03/2025

Hello all,
Matt here, afraid my mums page has been hacked and is unable to use this page anymore.
This page will no longer be in use

16/08/2022

Bella watching TV with Julian

16/08/2022

Well it has been a week of events, latest is a letter saying that need formal confirmation with a face to face evaluation, but according to the official tests I am Autistic. Not sure how long it will take till I get evaluation as the back log is quite long.

14/08/2022

I had yet another night terror last night woke up my chest hurt so much I thought I was having a heart attack. Always the same my family hate me I've done everything wrong but I don't know what happened and why they hate me so much.

My Mum has disowned me and my Brother already hated me and my sister for fears of losing her inheritance has fallen in place.
My mother says it's to teach me a lesson that I'm selfish. I didn't do enough for my Dad when he was alive. That is nonsense we spoke at least twice a week, I sorted his benefits, food shopping, medical, doctors, listening to his stories.
Whereas my Mum has sold everything connected to my Dad within a year of him passing, not filled out his dying wishes, sold all he owned, and disown his side of the family and his middle child. I got zero from my father passing even though he was worth £millions.
I don't think he would be happy that all I got was CPTSD, pycosis hallucinations nightmare, terrors and memory loss.
What I really think is that I have always been seen as the failure in their eyes, the black sheep, the no body. I was never given any help. So for me to be invited by The Queen, to attend the celebration of the Platinum Jubilee. And be on TV with the Royal family, was too much to bear. I am meant to fail.
So blame me for something that Dad didn't even say.
But I'm good, but Dad would be sad if he saw you had done.

13/08/2022

12/08/2022

Interesting

11/08/2022

We pet parents are astounded by the dedication and loyalty of our dogs every day. But assistance dogs take that dedication to a new level, by helping people live their daily lives more independently. That’s why these incredible canines thoroughly deserve a whole week dedicated to them!

09/08/2022

My Bella is doing so well not getting triggered by her sister when she barks at other dogs

06/08/2022

Me & My Shadow

31/07/2022

Rewriting the stories you tell about yourself can make for a better future.

31/07/2022

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