31/12/2025
Hi beautiful souls,
As 2025 comes to a close, I just want to say thank you for being here.
This year has changed me — not in a shiny, “look at me” way, but in the quiet, uncomfortable, soul-deep way. I’ve spent most of my life doing what I was supposed to do. Following the rules. Being sensible. And somehow, without even noticing, I lost myself along the way.
When my mum died in September 2022, two things happened that day. The first was a sudden, brutal realisation: I wasn’t really living — I was just existing. I had been for a long time, in a life that didn’t feel like mine at all. And I knew that if I didn’t change something, this would be my reality for the rest of my life.
Looking back, I don’t even know how I ended up there. I do know that w**d helped mask a lot back in the day, and later antidepressants helped keep the mask from slipping — but underneath it all, nothing had really changed. I was just surviving, and sinking deeper while doing it.
Finding Belief Coding in 2024 was a massive turning point. It helped me see the beliefs I’d been living from — beliefs shaped by society, teachers, caregiving, and expectation. Beliefs that kept me small, quiet, and playing safe. I didn’t need fixing. I needed remembering. So I started doing the work, peeling back the onion — something I’m still very much in the middle of.
In August 2025, I did the scariest thing I’ve ever done and walked away from my only source of income. I did it because I’d finally started listening to my inner self — the part of me that had been ignored for so long she was practically screaming to be heard. And this time, I listened.
I’m still changing. Still learning. Still growing. Still trying to figure this mad thing called life out. I succeed, I fail, and I wobble — but I know now that I’m doing it for me. This isn’t some “I changed my life and made five gazillion pounds overnight” nonsense you see all over social media. If that were true, we’d all be gazillionaires, wouldn’t we?
What I’m creating isn’t rigid or forced. It’s organic. It’s guided by what shows up in the moment. I’m not here to tell you what your answers are — I’m here to help you find your solution, because at a deep level, you already know. We just forget when life gets loud.
In 2026, I’m opening a space for women who feel that quiet pull for more. A place to find your voice again, reconnect with your power, and remember who you are beneath everything you’ve been carrying. It will be deeply spiritual, a bit woo, very real, and held with so much care.
I want to begin 2026 with a small gift — a thank you, and an invitation into a new spiritually guided community for like-minded women who are ready to become themselves again. I’ll be opening the doors in early January so keep a look out.
I’m so grateful you’re here. 💛
