04/04/2026
Surrender has been coming up for me a lot lately… and if I’m honest, it’s not something I’ve ever found easy.
I like to feel like I’ve got a plan. Like I know what’s happening. Like I’m in some kind of control.
But life doesn’t always fit neatly into a 'plan' with an instruction manual.
In yogic philosophy, there is a beautiful concept called 'Isvara Pranidhana' which is one of the 'Niyamas' or ethical codes in yoga. It is often translated as “surrender to a higher wisdom” and it’s about doing what we can, and then letting go of attachment to the outcome. Trusting in a higher power.
And right now, I’m being invited into that in a very real way.
I’m navigating something quite big health-wise, and there isn’t a neat, certain path in front of me. So I’m practising showing up, listening to my body, taking one step at a time… and then consciously loosening my hold on how it should all unfold.
Some days that feels grounding. Other days it’s uncomfortable and messy.
But what I keep noticing is this — the more I soften, the more things seem to gently fall into place.
The most amazing and special people orbiting into my life.
Conversations that land exactly when I need them.
Little moments that feel like reassurance.
Even last week… after a work concert, I was given the most beautiful handmade gift from two people who have somehow found their way into my life at just the right time. and thank u for being such a source of light in this world. This act of kindess and beauty literally stopped me in my tracks a bit. Just this quiet reminder that the world is a beautiful place...that our time here on Earth is filled with miracles, with amazing souls and that somehow it's all going to work out... that I’m supported in ways I don’t always see coming.
I think that’s what surrender is starting to feel like for me.
Not giving up.
Not bypassing fear.
But choosing, again and again, to trust alongside it.
I’m still learning. Still wobbling. Still very human in it all.
But maybe that’s the practice.
And grateful every day to walk this path with my husband and soul mate...you are the light in my life 💛