Bipolar Disorder CIC

Bipolar Disorder CIC The Bipolar Disorder Community Interest Company was founded in 2015 by Benjamin Mudge and his mother, Professor Anne Mudge.

Bipolar Disorder CIC is a not-for-profit company working for the interests of people experiencing manic depression, is guided by the subjective experience of bipolar people and remains independent from the influence of pharmaceutical corporations. Anne Mudge was working as a neurobiology research scientist at University College London, when her son Benjamin was first diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 1998. Benjamin had been wrongly diagnosed by his General Practitioner doctor and prescribed an SSRI antidepressant pharmaceutical called paroxetine that induced a manic episode. When Benjamin complained about side-effects from the SSRI, the doctor doubled the prescription dose and then Benjamin’s mania developed into dangerous and psychotic symptoms that warranted forced detention in a psychiatric hospital. Benjamin was forcibly medicated with antipsychotic drugs such as stelazine that caused such sedation and dysphoria, and a series of other prescriptions over several months made it impossible for Benjamin to work, and he had to withdraw from his PhD studies. It became obvious to both Anne and Benjamin that the psychiatrists and doctors do not have an intelligent systematic protocol for diagnosing and treating manic depression, and that bipolar patients are at the mercy of whatever education and personal preference their medical professional has. Furthermore, there was no scientific theory of the mechanism of manic depression being applied to the diagnosis and treatment strategies. Anne Mudge had an understanding of basic science (acquired during her PhD studies at Harvard University and further developed at the UCL Laboratory for Molecular Cell Biology) that motivated her to try to discover the neurobiological locus of manic depression, because she knew that having a theory facilitates systematic prediction and testing of treatment protocols. She read the definitive textbook about manic depression (“Manic-Depressive Illness” by Frederick Godwin and Kay Redfield Jamison), and then asked her manic-depressive son his explanation of his condition. The “FM Compressor Analogy” of bipolar disorder was first postulated by Benjamin Mudge in 1999 and became the theoretical inspiration for a series of scientific experiments that Anne Mudge performed with various colleagues at the UCL Laboratory for Molecular Cell Biology, thanks to funding from the UK Medical Research Council. These experiments led to the scientific discovery of the locus of manic depression, that was published in a series of academic articles 2002-2018 in journals such as Nature and Translational Psychiatry. This major scientific breakthrough is a poignant example of why bipolar people’s subjective experience is valuable information and should not be dismissed by the objectifying lens of psychiatry. Unfortunately, Anne Mudge’s scientific discovery has not been widely understood amongst scientists and psychiatrists – which means they are not yet benefitting from having a theoretical framework for diagnosis and treatment. While the UK Medical Research Council funded all of her original work, the Bipolar Disorder Community Interest Company is funding the education of the general public about the implications of her findings. This website intends to make this scientific information available and comprehensible to all. Likewise, Benjamin Mudge’s “FM Compressor Analogy” has not been widely explained to psychiatrists and bipolar patients either, which is another lost opportunity. Having had remarkable responses from bipolar people who are given an explanation of this analogy – together with guidelines about applying it to their life choices – Benjamin is motivated to make this information freely available online. By 2015, Benjamin Mudge had been given a new PhD scholarship from the Psychiatry Department at Flinders University and was applying his subjective experience to the development of new treatment protocols for bipolar people. Meanwhile, Anne Mudge had finished her Professor role at UCL, and was struggling to finish writing her final academic paper, which included further details about the neurobiological mechanism of manic depression and the action of lithium. Together they founded Bipolar Disorder CIC with the intention of completing these projects and funding other progressive research. Anne Mudge completed writing her final work (a collaboration with Adolfo Sairdi) just before she passed away in 2018, and it was published by Translational Psychiatry. Benjamin Mudge is in the final stages of his PhD research and speaks regularly at academic conferences on the topic of manic depression. The company has a list of new research projects which require funding to be achieved. Bipolar Disorder CIC is registered as a not-for-profit company in the United Kingdom: Community Interest Company number 09573360.

I have emerged from a long phase of medical treatment on my head injury, and now my consciousness and vision clearer tha...
28/04/2024

I have emerged from a long phase of medical treatment on my head injury, and now my consciousness and vision clearer than it has been since 2019. It has been a difficult journey in the last year, and I did not feel like sharing anything on social media until I had some good news. Although I had originally believed that I was OK at the end of 2022, I had to admit that the head injury had done permanent damage when I was attempting to write up my PhD Thesis but was having blackouts and all sorts of cognitive function impairments. I had to let go of my “only natural plant medicine” policy and seek pharmaceutical help from a Neuropsychiatrist who specialised in traumatic brain injuries. The evidence-based treatments for TBIs are various medications developed for ADHD, but there is valid concern that these will badly effect people with bipolar disorder and are contraindicated with MAOIs found in ayahuasca. I took a calculated risk, trying these ADHD medications according to the Neuropsychiatrist’s protocols, hoping to regain my cognitive function and academic intelligence that had been lost since 2019.

Several of the first medications prescribed triggered manic symptoms and I quickly stopped these, with not much damage done except some embarrassing communications (sorry). The next prescription got my brain working well again and I managed to do a lot of work and deliver a lecture at my university in Australia in May, but then serious cardiovascular and manic symptoms escalated and I had to stop that too, collapsing into bed to recover, and I had to cancel my presentation at the MAPS Psychedelic Science Conference in June and did not get to see my friends in Melbourne either. When I returned to the UK, I spent most of the summer trialling other prescriptions until I discovered the 7th one on the Neuropsychiatrist’s list was helpful, and without significant adverse effects. It was a frustrating waste of time but seems worth it in the end now that I have my cognitive function clear again.

Although I have accepted the fact that I am going to need to have surgery on my skull later this year to properly and permanent fix this problem, I am happy that I have an interim solution that is allowing me to work again and feel like my old exuberant, motivated, and effective self again. I have spent some time to sort out the logistical and financial mess that had piled up during years since the head injury, and that is all under control again. Now I am fully focussed on the completion of my PhD Thesis and working towards a clinical trial of my special brew of ayahuasca for people with bipolar disorder.

I am back on my mission, and it feels amazing. I am feeling grateful to my Neuropsychiatrist and the scientists who developed this treatment, and to all my friends who have supported me!

“Manic depression: it tortures my soul. I know what I want, but I just don't know how to go about getting it.”~ Jimi Hen...
10/01/2022

“Manic depression: it tortures my soul. I know what I want, but I just don't know how to go about getting it.”

~ Jimi Hendrix, bipolar musician.

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“Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night. I couldn't stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my min...
10/01/2022

“Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night. I couldn't stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going.”

~ Heath Ledger, bipolar actor.

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"There are galaxies within the human mind, and madness wants to risk everything for the daring flight, reckless and beau...
10/01/2022

"There are galaxies within the human mind, and madness wants to risk everything for the daring flight, reckless and beautiful and crazed. Everyone knows Icarus fell. But I love him for the fact that he dared to fly. Mania unfurls the invitation to fly too high, too near the sun."

~ Jay Griffiths, bipolar writer.

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"Sometimes I have a very bad point of being too obnoxious. I am not too obnoxious. I mean, I just try to make things mor...
10/01/2022

"Sometimes I have a very bad point of being too obnoxious. I am not too obnoxious. I mean, I just try to make things more peaceful. Me being obnoxious makes a lot of things more peaceful."

~ Jaco Pastorius, bipolar musician.

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“There are two ends of the spectrum — you can get extremely depressed and dark and lose interest in the things you love ...
10/01/2022

“There are two ends of the spectrum — you can get extremely depressed and dark and lose interest in the things you love to do, then you can get super manic... I was at the hypomanic side of the spectrum on and off for a long period, but generally you can only last at that end for around three months before you hit rock bottom and go down into depression... During a hypomanic episode, people, including those in the arts, may be highly productive, confident and function well, with the ideas and motivation pouring out of them. But with severe episodes of mania or depression, a person can also have psychotic symptoms, such as hallucinations, delusions or paranoia."

~ Dolores O'Riordan, bipolar musician.

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"The thing about having bipolar disorder, for me, is that I'm really empathetic. I feel everything around me so much. I ...
10/01/2022

"The thing about having bipolar disorder, for me, is that I'm really empathetic. I feel everything around me so much. I feel when I walk past a homeless person, and I feel when my friend breaks up with someone, or I feel when my mom and my dad get into a fight and my mom's fu**in' crying over dishes in the sink. I used to say to her all the time, like, 'I hate this. I want to be naïve. I want to be worried about my prom dress. I want to be worried about getting my math homework done. I want to be like everyone else my age,' and she would say, 'Would you rather be blissfully ignorant, or would you rather be pained and aware?' That was one of the things that's kind of followed with me through my whole life. She's encouraging of what I'm doing because she knows that even if sometimes I might be in pain, I'm aware."

~ Halsey, bipolar musician.

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“I was walking along the road with two of my friends. Then the sun set. The sky suddenly turned into blood, and I felt s...
10/01/2022

“I was walking along the road with two of my friends. Then the sun set. The sky suddenly turned into blood, and I felt something akin to a touch of melancholy. I stood still, leaned against the railing, dead tired. Above the blue-black fjord and city hung clouds of dripping, rippling blood. My friends went on and again I stood, frightened with an open wound in my breast. A great scream pierced through nature.”

~ Edvard Much, bipolar artist.

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“Bipolar depression really got my life off track, but today I'm proud to say I am living proof that someone can live, lo...
10/01/2022

“Bipolar depression really got my life off track, but today I'm proud to say I am living proof that someone can live, love, and be well with bipolar disorder when they get the education, support and treatment they need.”

~ Demi Lovato, bipolar musician.

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“I'm not the kind of person who likes to shout out my personal issues from the rooftops, but with my bipolar becoming pu...
10/01/2022

“I'm not the kind of person who likes to shout out my personal issues from the rooftops, but with my bipolar becoming public, I hope fellow sufferers will know it's completely controllable. I hope I can help remove any stigma attached to it, and that those who don't have it under control will seek help with all that is available to treat it. If my revelation of having bipolar II has encouraged one person to seek help, then it is worth it. There is no need to suffer silently and there is no shame in seeking help.”

~ Catherine Zeta-Jones, bipolar actress.

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“So, when I was 24, someone suggested to me that I was bipolar, and I thought that was ridiculous. I just thought he was...
10/01/2022

“So, when I was 24, someone suggested to me that I was bipolar, and I thought that was ridiculous. I just thought he was trying to get out of treating me. But he was also responding to the chaotic nature of my life… I overdosed at 28, at which point I began to accept the bipolar diagnosis... Now I'm fine, but I'm bipolar. I'm on seven medications, and I take medication three times a day. This constantly puts me in touch with the illness I have. I'm never quite allowed to be free of that for a day. It's like being a diabetic… I don't want to be caught ... ashamed of anything. And because generally someone who has bipolar doesn't have just bipolar, they have bipolar, and they have a life and a job and a kid and a hat and parents, so it’s not your overriding identity, it's just something that you have, but not the only thing - even if it's quite a big thing… Bipolar disorder can be a great teacher. It’s a challenge, but it can set you up to be able to do almost anything else in your life.”

~ Carrie Fisher, bipolar actress.

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“I’m not an alcoholic, I’m a manic depressive.”~ Amy Winehouse, bipolar musician.For more information: www.bipolardisord...
10/01/2022

“I’m not an alcoholic, I’m a manic depressive.”

~ Amy Winehouse, bipolar musician.

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