31/12/2025
Well well well⊠2025 was quite the year, wasnât it?
Dreams came true (grĂŒetzi Art Basel), nightmares came true (my storage with 10+ years of irreplaceable memories being stolen) and, just to up the ante on an already intense year, I decided to fully unpack my bags and dive headfirst into disruption: settling into a new city, starting a new job, and living a life that was a complete 180 from my previous chapter.
Ngl, this year felt sticky, damp, and heavy â thick with probing invitations to heal old wounds. As I arrive at the finish line with scraped knees, a swollen lip, wild eyes and a limp, I canât help but reflect on what an absolute contrast this year has been to my 2024, which exploded with colour, lightness, and movement â and yet this unfolding feels natural, organic, and strangely right.
Life is balance. Contraction follows expansion.
This is the movement that keeps us alive.
Inhale, exhale.
A beating heart.
Both essential. Both sacred.
Mastery lies in inhabiting that intimate space beyond duality. In learning to recognise space within constriction; to embrace the darkness in the light and the light in the darkness â for all opposites exist within one another and complement each other. An infinite dance.
After being tenderised through endings, trying, falling, stripping, failing, and healing â through lessons that demanded a blood payment â here I am, standing after it all.
With a small voice, a part of me wants to offer a quiet petition to the universe: to be held with gentleness, love, and sweetness in this fresh new year.
Another, more courageous part, however, asks me to let even that go. I trust that my tiny human will is nothing compared to the intelligence of the universe, and (fear nâ all) I choose to surrender to its mysterious wisdom and unfolding.
May we continue to learn, in the school of life, how to live better, love deeper, and BE fully.
In prayer.
In love.
Happy 2026, beloveds. May we continue to be devoted to that which we want our life to stand for.
Letâs keep tenderly holding each otherđ«