30/10/2025
4 years today since I lost my mum. šŖ
It never gets easier⦠but this year hits harder than ever.
She was the most wonderful, supportive motherā¦and a loving, doting grandmother to Cecilia.
I wish so much that she could have met her cheeky little grandson.
But I canāt shake the thought that if she were here, sheād be disappointed in me. š I feel like Iāve let her down.
A single mum AGAIN. Another failed relationship. When I talk about what Iāve been through⦠what Iām still going through⦠I honestly canāt believe this is my life. š
If she was still around, maybe she would have seen the warning signs. Maybe she would have told me he wasnāt the man for me. Maybe she could have spared me the endless months of pain and trauma that followed.
But I also know that in spite of all of it⦠I have my beautiful baby boy. So no regrets⦠itās just a different story than I imagined. š
Iām learning to trust Godās plan, and to trust myself. To believe that every hard chapter has shaped me, and that the work Iām doing to heal, grow, and rebuild will guide me toward a better season.
For now, my focus is on healing, creating the life I desire, and appreciating what truly matters: my beautiful children, loving family, and incredible friends.
Iām also putting together a free guide to help you rebuild your confidence after difficult times. Whether youāve lost someone you love, or youāve just lost yourself⦠Iām here to remind you that you will make it back š«¶š½ & my DMs are always open š¤