08/12/2025
And I’m so grateful for that resilient 20 year old who did whatever the F she wanted.
Because in my soul I knew it would be the best decision I ever made, and I came to this life to rebel against it all.
In truth my husband was the initiator for for I am today.
He made me feel safe enough to let the shamaness take her call and come out, but also find my way back to myself and take no BS.
He’s supported me through everything, the many breakdowns and breakthroughs, the sorrow the magical times. There’s nobody else that could have been who he has been for me, and give me the space to empower myself.
To me this is what true love is.
Above all else being in the mixed relationship for 13 years has opened my eyes to deeper compassion, understanding and honestly has made me a much better person.
Every lie our society has grained into us unraveled, every condition busted open. This has been the yax effect, my heart has grown 10x the size 🤣
Because you won’t meet a more straight up; open and compassionate man than him! He has always felt he has nothing to prove but being himself, and that authenticity brought me back round to mine.
I’m so blessed, so grateful and so privileged we found eachother again in this life.
My biggest teacher. My whole heart in another body.
