02/02/2026
// Nature's bounty & the descent of enlightenment //
Some beauty moments from today, spent at Chithurst Buddhist monastery, with a visit to a bubbling spring π±π€π¦.
A few hours in the company of these beautiful plant, mushroom, elemental and spirit brings was deeply restorative today, and enlivening.
I met with a friend; a Mother with her beautiful boy. We chatted and walked, tending to the emotional needs of our littlest one of the pack, which is a given for us Mothers.
The bracket fungus spoke to me of the descent of the Motherhood journey (rather than an ascent), the stripping away of prior roles and identities, the constant demands and needs with little thanks or validation (before Motherhood some of us hung the cloak of our identity on those hooks of validation).
The wisdom of nature, of the seasons, of the whole cycle of life was alive and communicating; death and decomposition giving life to the new; chaos and order in conversation with each other. There are no complicated practices to learn, texts to read, theories to master.
This is, for me, the wisdom we need right now.
I am grateful to find my belonging in the land, in the snowdrops, in the bracket fungus, in the water, in the dream, struggle and heroic journey of the acorn.
I find it In love & conversation, in tending to our innocent ones. I bow in reverence to the spiritual path of Motherhood.
It feels easier to be still and contemplative in a garden of peacefulness, when we have the luxury of time, space and the stillness of being alone, removed from the everyday.
I wonder why we don't revere the awe-someness of the ordinary and the everyday more? The daily miracle of life, as the earth spins West to East from morning to night.
I left gratefully with cleavers for my first cold cleaver tonic of the season; some young sprouts of wild garlic and treasured moments with friends, along with snowdrop flower essence made together for courage, finding the light in the darkness and a defrosting/softening around grief and stuckness.
My breath is expanded and more full from this encounter with nature today π±π€π±.