05/05/2023
Something I’m working on and didn’t realise I had to ‘til very recently 👇🏻
Actually taking care of myself.
Recently I’ve found that trying to listen to your own quiet self’s voice can be really hard. After a period of dealing with a lot of challenge in life that has dominated your energy, It’s difficult to even hear the gentle asks of your body, to recognise and turn down the volume on the other judgemental noise in there 🧠😬
I’ve half joked to friends that I wish there was a *more grown-up* grown up around to come and do The Things or tell me what to do next. Maybe it’s not even a half joke at all 🤡🫢
A moment (or many) of clarity here might look like sitting on the floor and being so stuck between going to the gym, practicing yoga, making yourself something to eat, having a shower, sorting out the dishes or finishing that piece of work because any one of those things would help you feel better but you end up doing none of them and exhausting yourself a little bit more through the deliberation and eventual upset of feeling so fatigued with trying to do the right thing *because* what you actually need is to offer yourself some softness, to take looking after You seriously, as though you’re looking after the little you in there/someone important and remember that you actually are 🌞
And sometimes you need to just go to bed and get serious about how much you matter 🌹
The good news is that as soon as you realise what’s happening the sooner you can start to:
•Notice this pattern in the moment.
•Practice being non-judgemental towards yourself however you respond.
•Remember that even though you’re conditioned with a thousand and one “shoulds” and labels that you always have a choice.
•Know that you can always slow down.
•Offer yourself the softness and care you seek outside of yourself, aka Love.
And more than anything, remember you can start over as many times as you need to 🩵
So here’s a nudge to pause and notice if you’re tending to yourself with real care or if there’s a small way you can offer yourself this today ✨🙏🏼
*image from last year’s Sunset and S’mores yoga beach outing, I’d love to do this again ✨☺️