14/04/2026
The last month has been nothing short of chaotic.
We found our dream next home.
Put our house on the market.
Juggled constant viewings.
Booked in trades to get everything ready for its next owners.
All whilst spending most waking moments worried that I had breast cancer.
Yesterday afternoon, I thankfully got the all clear at the breast clinic.
And then when I came home I saw this double rainbow, and it felt like a full stop and a fresh start.
Through all of the stress of the past month, my habits have slipped.
I’m up half a stone.
I’ve not been as consistent with the gym.
I’ve leaned on comfort food more often than usual.
But one thing I won’t do is beat myself up for that.
I can acknowledge it, without staying stuck in it.
Life is full of different seasons. It's not static. And expecting ourselves to show up in exactly the same way, no matter what’s going on just isn’t realistic.
What matters isn’t never slipping.
It’s coming back when you can.
Coming back to the habits that support you.
Coming back to the routines that ground you.
Coming back to the anchors that make you feel like yourself.
So that’s what I’m doing. From today.
Not Monday.
Not next month.
Not once we've moved and everything settles down.
Today.
It might not look perfect. It might not be full capacity.
But something is ALWAYS better than nothing.
And starting now will always beat waiting for the “perfect” time.
P.S. If you’re ever worried something isn’t right, please get it checked. It’s always better to be reassured than to sit with the worry 🧡