16/08/2025
Ten years ago, I was lost. I had split from my second husband, didn't have anywhere to go, had no money, no job, no car and no hope. On top of that I was embarrassed about the state of my life, worried about the children's future and was so low that if it hadn't been for them, I may not be writing this today. I realised I had to change my life.
On the outside, everything looked ok. I told people I was fine. I found somwhere to live (with the help of a friend), and managed to use the skill I have of turning stuff noone else wants into lovely furniture, to build somewhere me and the children could call home and be safe again.
But on the inside, I was trying like mad to hold it all together. I felt alone, lost, confused, and utterly trauma ridden. I was doing the things, showing up, ticking the boxes, looking after the kids, and all the things a mumma does, but I was running on autopilot.
Inside, I felt empty and numb.
I’d lost the spark that made life feel beautiful and I realised that for a very, very long time, I hadn't experienced any kind of real magick inside.
One day I was sat thinking about how I could find myself and a sequence of magickal, spiritual events happened that led me to my starting point. I started learning, listening and growing, and it was that night that I decided to truly remember myself once and for all.
That journey changed everything.
I didn’t find myself in the hustle.
I didn’t find myself in “doing more.”
I found myself in stillness.
In sacred rituals.
In reconnecting with my body, my intuition, and the part of me that had always been there — my inner Goddess.
I found myself in the moments that were challenging, the moments of cracking open and vulnerability, and the glimmers of what was within me all along.
That’s why I created Awaken the Goddess — because I know I’m not the only one who’s felt that way.
I know what it feels like to be lost and feel confused, scared and alone, but I also know what it feels like to find yourself, discover the forgotten parts of your soul, rise from the ashes and create a life that you really fu***ng love!
And now you don’t have to walk this path alone. I'm sharing the road map I used, or at least some of it, to help you rise and allow yourself to remember what it is that your soul wants you to remember.
For 5 beautiful days, starting 20th August, we’ll gather in a sacred sisterhood and:
🌹 Reconnect with your spiritual self
🌹 Reclaim your freedom and joy
🌹 Anchor into feminine embodiment and easy daily rituals
🌹 Remember the magick that’s already within you!
It’s free. It’s powerful. And it might just be the spark you’ve been waiting for.
If your heart is saying yes, join us here: https://mailchi.mp/catemcmurray/awaken-the-goddess
Or comment GODDESS and I’ll send you the details.
She’s still there, you know.
Waiting for you to remember. Are you ready to step in?
Kisses,
Cate x
