01/05/2026
April felt like a threshold⦠a month of stretching into something new- even when parts of me felt uncertain.
I was reminded (again) that on the other side of fear⦠there isnāt perfection or certainty- but there is possibility.
Thereās movement. Expansion. A sense of this feels right, even if itās new.
I felt deeply aligned with the energy of spring this month- new blooms, fresh perspective, a little more lightness returning.
My tarot card for April was The Fool and honestly⦠I lived it.
Leaning into the unknown.
Trusting myself as I went.
Letting it be messy, exciting, and real.
Launching Back To Self was my biggest focus this month- not just the logistics⦠but the internal shifts that came with it.
Being seen in a new way.
Sharing my voice more openly.
Letting something that means so much to me⦠exist outside of me.
Thereās still a part of me that feels a bit like⦠is this actually real? And at the same time, I feel so grateful. For every message, every listen, every quiet moment of support- thank you šš©·
Alongside that, my practice has felt steady and held- which is something I never take for granted.
Thank you to everyone who trusted me with their process this month. This work genuinely means the world to me.
April sessions included:
š¦ 55 Counselling
šŖ½ 9 Angelic Reiki
š® 2 Tarot Therapy
šŖ 1 Astro-coaching
(A reminder that healing doesnāt look one way- and I feel so grateful to support people across these different spaces.)
A real highlight this month was connecting with local therapists through BACPās communities of practice, and learning from and her brilliant presentation.
As we move into May, Iām holding onto that expansive energy- not rushing ahead, but staying open.
Curious. Grounded. Willing.
If April asked you to stretch in any way⦠Iād gently invite you to pause and notice:
⨠Whatās opening for you right now?
⨠What are you being asked to trust?
⨠How can you lean in that little bit more?
With love,
Sian š©·