02/02/2026
There have been a few insecure moments (ladies you know the ones that come at certain times in the month) in the last year, where I've felt an embarassment as a Pilates instructor. I've been carrying more weight than I would want, and is usual for me. But then I've reminded myself that I'm a real person reaching to other real people. I've had health issues, that have meant I can't run, and medication prescribed, the two combined resulting in weight gain. And whilst all the pictures of pilates women with their 6 packs and crop tops might be inspiring, what makes a good instructor is someone who can adjust moves as necessary, encourage and create environment where everyone feels welcome and able to work to their best no matter what their pilates mat neighbour is doing. And the reality is, that health and fitness is a priority however I am a whole person with a plethera of others' needs that I'm responding to and meeting, and my physical fitness is not the only one. So I am a whole person reaching out to other whole people to do the best we can for our bodies with the constrains of this particular season. And yes I'm rather more cuddly than desirable right now, but I can still hold a 2 minute elbow plank, so Pilates is still doing the trick despite my body's limitations at the moment.