24/01/2026
I am nearly 49 and now officially into my 3rd post-menopause year. I celebrate this threshold every Imbolc, the time of renewal and initiation. I’m still very much in the middle of my menopause journey, still emerging from my chrysalis with curiosity. I don’t take HRT as it didn’t agree with me, so sometimes the hot flushes still come burning through me reminding me I am the element of fire. That the sacred, alchemical element of fire that transmutes and transforms, is part of me and I can honour that element within.
Sometimes the water element rises up as strong emotion and gives me the opportunity to consider the ancient oceans that flow inside me and I can ask the water element to cleanse and guide me in its flow & clear the muddiness from my intuition.
I can call on the air element to bring clarity when my mind isn’t clear and I take a breath and breathe in and out in symbiosis with all the trees and plants around me.
If the ground beneath me feels unsteady I remember the sacred Earth is my body and I can send my energetic roots down deep to meet the layers of ancient forest and rocks and ancestors below, and ask for support.
When I feel stuck, powerless & small in a world full of greed and destruction, I can let my spirit rise up to the stars and remember I am also infinite space & made of stardust too.
Through connecting to & honouring the elements within & without, I can feel the pulse of infinite interconnections and the seasons, cycling and aligning within me, reminding me with every hot flush, even every forgotten word lost in a fog, that I Am Nature, I am always home.
I might be entering my Autumn season but that is the season to bear fruit! It is the season to emerge as who we were all along.
I’m writing a book about my menopause journey & how I’m embracing it with creativity & connection to the elements, creating meaning, wonder & magic.
The ‘Crone Circle’ for those keen to embrace the journey into ‘cronehood’ with seasonal ceremony, crafts and connection is finally emerging this year too.
Menopause is a rite of passage & one that can be celebrated when we create meaning among the mayhem. 💚